About once a month or every six weeks, I call my ex from college, who is now gay and married to another man. Mind you we broke up 10 years ago. We talk for 4 or 5 hours. Usually, I end up crying that its my fault he's gay now. Sometimes he cries too and then his husband gets mad and makes him hang up. We swear that we are never going to talk again, but 4 or 5 weeks later, I call him again.