Five years ago, my husband decided he didn't want a family anymore so he left. The only contact we had from him afterwards was the paperwork for an uncontested divorce. I thought I was doing a good job raising him normally.
Four years ago, my ten year old son sat on the couch and asked me about masturbation. When I said I had no objection, he reached into his pants and started playing with himself. I pretended to ignore him, thinking that his acting out was just one of those things that kids who went through abandonment issues did, to see if the other parent would abandon them too. It became a nightly thing. A couple of nights later he asked me about oral sex, and I answred his questions. When he asked me if I liked sucking cock, I said that I sometimes did. He came in the middle of questioning, and I felt confused about it, as if I had been responsible.
After a week he began to take it out to play with himself, and he mentioned that he had read an article in the internet about Japanese mothers. He said that some will actually suck their sons off rather than let them get distracted from their studies by masturbation, and even reward their sons for good school performance with sex. Then he admitted that he jerked off six or seven times a day. I could see where he was going so I asked if he wanted to try it.
For four years now I've been giving my son head at least once or twice a day. When he brings home a good report card or other good grade he gets sexual playtime. After his last birthday he has on occasion wrestled me down for sex, and I've woken up being molested by him.
I know this is wrong but I can't or won't stop it. I know he will become more and more demanding and sexually dominant. I'm slipping from being his mother to being his slave. And I don't think I mind. In fact, I find it strangely comforting.

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by Anonymous on Jul 23, 2011 at 1:24 AM

so this is the latest excuse that peadophiles use is it, my son made me do it,,, Well therre is a cell waitng for u

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by Anonymous on Jul 23, 2011 at 1:25 AM

if this was a dad licking his daughter he would be castrated by now

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by Anonymous on Jul 23, 2011 at 3:27 PM

Its really a shame that your mother threw out the afterbirth so quick after you were born, cause your brain was still in it.

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by Anonymous on Oct 26, 2011 at 8:37 PM

Wish you were my mother!

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by Anonymous on Mar 21, 2015 at 7:39 AM

I think you're awesome!

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by Anonymous on May 24, 2018 at 12:02 PM

I call BS on this..

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