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This is kinda hard for me except that my best friend who is married and bi knows the truth and so does the guy i was dating at college. I just am not sure what i am. I mean yeah i like guys sorta. I mean i have a thing ofr vin diesel and i have a son. but my relationships with guys don't last very long and guys just don't do it for me. i have never had a orgasm with a guy and no i have not been with a woman but i want to and my married friend know all this and we have talked about it we just don't want it to ruion oour friendship but also a big problem i have is my parents are preachers so i mean yes having a child out of wedlock was bad but this is much worse.. i mean if they even had an idea they would disown me and what would i do. i have been hiding my feeling for almost 5 yrs. i just don't know what to do anymore. i mesn i want to try it but not at the risk of my friendship and i don't know anyone else who is like that so i guess i will just have to wait till it is time for me to get with the program in my head.. but just because guys don't do it for me does that mean i ain't meant for a guy or what?? to many questions floating around in my head... i just don't know what to say but i am glad that my friend are there for me no matter what...
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7/4/2003 at 10:10 PM
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— Out of the Closet —This is kinda hard for me except that my best friend who is married and bi knows the truth and so does the guy i was dating at college. I just am not sure what i am. I mean yeah i like guys sorta. I mean i have a thing ofr vin diesel and i have a son. but my relationships with guys don't last very long and guys just don't do it for me. i have never had a orgasm with a guy and no i have not been with a woman but i want to and my married friend know all this and we have talked about it we just don't want it to ruion oour friendship but also a big problem i have is my parents are preachers so i mean yes having a child out of wedlock was bad but this is much worse.. i mean if they even had an idea they would disown me and what would i do. i have been hiding my feeling for almost 5 yrs. i just don't know what to do anymore. i mesn i want to try it but not at the risk of my friendship and i don't know anyone else who is like that so i guess i will just have to wait till it is time for me to get with the program in my head.. but just because guys don't do it for me does that mean i ain't meant for a guy or what?? to many questions floating around in my head... i just don't know what to say but i am glad that my friend are there for me no matter what... #1134 — Comments (2) — 7/4/2003 at 10:10 PM — That's Juicy! (0) — That's Lame. (0)