This would be embarrassing, but no one who reads this will know who is talking. My fantastic dream, my wish, is that David Delgado would change. There are a million people like him, but he will never change because that's the way he is. I wish that he would change and be who I want him to be because I would want to go out with him, but I don't now because of the way he really is. He is just my crush though. Time will go on and I'll find someone I would rather go out with than David any day. I know it's supposed to be like this though. Your crush is someone you will never talk to, that's a player and blah blah blah. Not the one you'll be married to when your 30 or your best friend. That's still my wish though. It would be one hell of a lot easier if it wasn't just the way he was.