I'm also male, but unlike you I love the darkness, because after it gets dark I don't have to put up with people till it gets light again. When darkness comes I'm by myself, and I love it, I go to bed early, no night lights left on, in the darkness I can think without being smothered by people and their problems, I love the darkness.
yeah i'm like that too if i don't have my partner with me, you just get used to having someone there and its a bit disorientating to wake up alone. we shouldn't be dependant on others but in a way it's just human nature, what can i say, maybe you should get a pet or something.....
Thanks to the both of you.
I have considered getting a pet. I want a dog, but dogs are a hell of a lot of maintainance and require the time that I cannot provide to such an animal. I have also considered purchasing a middle-aged cat from a local animal shelter.
I do not want a kitten because they are also very high maintainence and I work a minimum of 60 hours a week and could not adequately care for the kitten.
I will figure something out.
Thanks again.