The night out wasn't planned and my wife asked me to stay out, if I was going to get as drunk as I did the last time my mates and I were out.
I remember saying yes to Tony when he asked me if he could share my taxi. I also, I think remember agreeing to stay over at his flat, changing the direction of the taxi.
Waking up the next morning with the mother of all hangovers wasn't my main concern. It was the fact I was in his double bed. He wasn't there but there was a note stuck onto the door of the bedroom, one I only noticed after I'd realised my arsehole was wet, sticky and a little sore.
After dressing very unsteadilly, I looked at the longish note still feeling as though I needed to go to the toilet and not only for a pee. I'm sat here now at home looking at the note and this is exactly what it says.

"Hey Rick, Thanks for last night. Never knew you could be such a horny lover. Guess you knew I'd fancied you and you're sweet arse for a while. Before I left for work if you can remember, I did suck you off as you asked me to do last night. Once again thanks for such a wonderful and sexy night. Ps I've already sent the attatchment to the email address you gave me, hope you enjoy watching it all again. Hope to see you again Tony x"

I've watched the attatched film three times now. Each time I've watched it I can't believe the person in the film being fucked is me, but it is. The reason I can't get my head around it, is because I'm obviously enjoying every single thrust of Tony massive cock. Just before he cums all over my arsehole, I can see I'm begging him to fuck me harder, backing onto his dick as he thrusts forwards. The film only lasts a couple of minutes and from the angle it's taken from, it appears he took it on his phone. That isn't the strangest part though, when Tony's finished cumming all over me, he offers me his drooping cock to suck and I greedily take his dick into my mouth, a few seconds of me sucking away and the film abruptly finishes.

I'm now at a loss as to what it all implies. Does it make a bisexual man. Am I now to think of myself as a gay man or have I as I think, just enjoyed a one off night with a guy who took advantage of my very drunken state. In the sober light of day, that's what I think. But and it's a very cautious but, looking at the film, I clearly am enjoying the gay sex with Tony. I'll admit it now, I did get an hard on watching myself being fucked and my arsehole started twitching seeing his huge cock banging away at my rear hole.

So I have to make a decission, do I contact him to ask him to keep it all very quiet, or do I contact him to arrange another time, when I'm sober and ready to recieve his cock back up my arsehole??. I'm still coming to terms with the fact I've had any form of gay sex, let alone having a guy fuck me so hard and then sucking his cock clean afterwards. Everything that goes with the situation at the moment is difficult for me to get my head around and I'm struggling now with my sexuality. It would help to talk to someone, but who the hell would I talk to, certainly not my wife. I suppose I'll have to think about where it leaves me going forwards from now on, and take it from there.


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by Anonymous on Oct 28, 2013 at 9:41 AM

have another time when you are not drunk.

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by Anonymous on Oct 29, 2013 at 4:41 PM

I agree with #1 try it sober next time you will enjoy it more, It's obvious that you have had supressed issues about your sexuality that due to being drunk your inhibitions were lowered and you went with your desires, Now the genie is out of the bottle you cant put him back in, So nows the time to explore this new and exciting side of you.

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