Well what can I say IâÃ&mac r;¿Â&frac1 2;ï¿ ;½m in a love and hate. My boyfriend broke up with me because he was in college and couldnâï&Acir c;¿Â½&Atil de;¯Â¿Â ;½t juggle or wanted to treat me poorly.. NOW I hear he was trying to holler at this girl for a month straight thank god she said no! It makes soo angry I only want to kick him in the nuts. This guy isnâ&Ati lde;¯Â¿&Acir c;½Ã¯Â ;¿Â½t attractive no body not much of dick. Has eczema is a smoker, has a kid only see him once a week in a month. He is also fat, no relationship with his mom hate his step mom. And believe his stubborn way is how life should be. Oh yea and has no credit and union is paying for his school so he doesnâÃ&mac r;¿Â&frac1 2;ï¿ ;½t have to worry about pay that money to the government. I have it all I have my own business I went to school for my career have a money saved up a house and good credit. It angriest me soo much that he didnâï ;¿Â½&Atild e;¯Â¿Â ½t appreciate me. It is utter complete bullshit. Funny shit is I took him back the first time and I donâï ;¿½ ;ï¿ ½t know when but his ass will be back. If I take him back better believe I wonâ& Atilde;¯Â¿&A circ;½Ã¯&Ac irc;¿Â½t be giving him any of the goods and yeah I will show him the big bitch in the relationship p. I would to kick him in the balls and make feel like shit. Sad part is I do love him. He is stupid trust me on that part.. It takes him awhile to smarten upâïÂ&ique st;½Ã&sbq uo;¦. I just wish his ass would hurry but.. I need change from himself. He needs to stop smoking eat healthy and for fuck sakes sacrifice shit for me.. I donâÃ&mac r;¿Â&frac1 2;ï¿ ;½t want to be last place. His son should always be first and I miss his son dearly.. but than itâÃ&mac r;¿Â&frac1 2;ï¿ ;½s his snakes than is fucking car than school, than his family and I am at the very bottomâï&Aci rc;¿Â½&Ati lde;‚¦ he is fucking selfish he may be able to ditch shit out however when it comes to someone to say shit he is soo scared.. assholeâ ï¿& Acirc;½Ã‚& Acirc;¦.. I still love himâ ï¿& Acirc;½Ã‚& Acirc;¦ I just need him to realize that and to appreciate me moreâ½à ;‚¦.