I know it's wrong but I can't help it. I don't know what's wrong with me. For a while now I have been Ben obsessed with the thought of cheating on my husband. I haven't yet but I think about it all the time now. Is there something wrong with me.

I want to fuck like I am high school again. I want that excitement of being with a new guy. Opening up a pair of pants and seeing what the guy brings to the party for the first time. The thought of feeling a strange man between my legs pounding me or milking a new cock with my mouth just turns me on. Not just men. I find I'm getting turned on by other women to. I want to go there too.

I don't know where this is coming from. I love my husband but I just know sooner or later I will do it.

I've kept other things from my husband. I know I can keep this from him to.