I have a really horrible situation.

I was kicked out of my house when I turned 18. Because I gave my sister a concussion. I didn't mean to and i've never hurt anyone before and she has always bullied me my whole life, but to my parents it was unacceptable and they said they wiped their hands of me. I was so scared because i have no close friends and no other relatives, and i always get picked on because I look too much like a girl, people are always calling me pretty boy, and I was terrified of getting r**ed on the street or road.

I found someone on a website who was willing to take me and pay for the air fare. It was a site for domination relationships, I went there because I was desperate and because I've had fantasies about being dominated by a woman.

This was the worst mistake I ever made. It is nothing like I thought. I don't have any freedom at all, no phone or computer, and I'm in the middle of nowhere, in Vermont somewhere. I'm using a computer her friend left unlocked, but I can't for long. I already wrote my parents and told them what happened, but I don't know how they will get back to me. She tells me that I'm free to go whenever, but if I go I can never come back. It is the middle of nowhere and I have nowhere to go.

She is so mean, she yells at me for the smallest things, if I am even a little disobedient. I have to do chorse and cook for her, sometimes wearing boxers sometimes nothing. She is older and so much uglier than her pictures, she almost looks like a man, and she has a belly like a mans. She is so much stronger I am terrified of her, I think she could kill me if she wanted. And her clit is the biggest I have ever seen, (I have only seen porn.) She makes me go down on her all the time, and I hate everything about it. She is always making me cry by pulling my hair or grinding or beating my back with a belt or sitting on me and bouncing so hard I think I will break my nose or jaw or sufficate. She gets off when I cry. This is the first I've ever been with a woman, and I think my life is ruined, even if I get out of here. I feel like I have to get out of here or die trying.

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by Anonymous on Feb 12, 2015 at 12:32 PM

do it run for the hills, call the police and go home. use your head man. a man is only as strong as his friends, make friends.

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by Anonymous on Feb 12, 2015 at 2:48 PM

Join the military. Food, clothing, shelter and self-respect. Save all your money then go to college.

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by Anonymous on Feb 12, 2015 at 5:00 PM

Thanks #2, that was a great suggestion. He can't go home, he was kicked out. No close relations to go to. Military is your best bet. I joined the Air Force for 3 years. Back then you could join for 1-2-3 or 4. Lots happened that I can't take time to explain but I ended up retiring after 30 years. I loved it but refuse to tell you that you'll like it, if you don't you'll hate me. To each his own, but in your circumstances I will suggest you try it. It is security, place to sleep, food to eat three meals a day, clothing provided, and 2 pay checks per month. Good Luck. Too, after basic training you can choose a career which will help you get back into civilian life if you decide not to stay. I am not bragging but my monthly pay after retirement, after taxes, is just a few dollars short of $5,000 per month.

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by Anonymous on Feb 12, 2015 at 8:11 PM

Not all dominant woman are abusive. Many are not. You were naïve and lacked the experience to judge if she was a good or bad woman. Many strong and kind and gentle dommes would adore having a pretty girly boy as a well kept slave. I was so lucky when I was 15. My parents kicked me out and I was taken in by a beautiful 45 year old woman who took very good care of me. She gently molded me and transformed me from a sissy boy to a very well kept shemale. She paid for my surgery arranged for me to participate in orgies, I even got to have my own girlfriend in time and had a lesbian relationship with her for years. I spent 15 blissful years with that woman and learned to love life. But submitting to a woman isn't for everyone. Just because you might be small and or feminine does not automatically make you a submissive and if you are not don't let someone try to talk you into thinking that you are. By your description you are in an abusive relationship and it is a textbook case. I know this will be difficult but I strongly urge you to get out by any means necessary. If necessary call the police and describe how you are being abused. They will help you find shelter.

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