I was kicked out of my house when I turned 18. Because I gave my sister a concussion. I didn't mean to and i've never hurt anyone before and she has always bullied me my whole life, but to my parents it was unacceptable and they said they wiped their hands of me. I was so scared because i have no close friends and no other relatives, and i always get picked on because I look too much like a girl, people are always calling me pretty boy, and I was terrified of getting r**ed on the street or road.
I found someone on a website who was willing to take me and pay for the air fare. It was a site for domination relationships, I went there because I was desperate and because I've had fantasies about being dominated by a woman.
This was the worst mistake I ever made. It is nothing like I thought. I don't have any freedom at all, no phone or computer, and I'm in the middle of nowhere, in Vermont somewhere. I'm using a computer her friend left unlocked, but I can't for long. I already wrote my parents and told them what happened, but I don't know how they will get back to me. She tells me that I'm free to go whenever, but if I go I can never come back. It is the middle of nowhere and I have nowhere to go.
She is so mean, she yells at me for the smallest things, if I am even a little disobedient. I have to do chorse and cook for her, sometimes wearing boxers sometimes nothing. She is older and so much uglier than her pictures, she almost looks like a man, and she has a belly like a mans. She is so much stronger I am terrified of her, I think she could kill me if she wanted. And her clit is the biggest I have ever seen, (I have only seen porn.) She makes me go down on her all the time, and I hate everything about it. She is always making me cry by pulling my hair or grinding or beating my back with a belt or sitting on me and bouncing so hard I think I will break my nose or jaw or sufficate. She gets off when I cry. This is the first I've ever been with a woman, and I think my life is ruined, even if I get out of here. I feel like I have to get out of here or die trying.