About 10 years ago, I witnessed my husband, who I had been married to for about 10 years, having sex with my teenage daughter. I have never told anyone. And I feel dirty and gross for admitting it. But hearing their conversation, her admitting she'd had sex with a couple of other guys prior to him, and knowing she never told me really makes me mad.

I have held this over my husbands head for years. Every time we've talked about a divorce, he always brings it up, says he's not happy, and that he wants to get on with his life, and meet new people, and find others to have more fun with and enjoy himself, I bring it up. I've made sure he knows I'd tell everyone. Now I'm not sure how much trouble he'd get in, considering it happened so long ago. But I also know in talking to people, that he's had a fetish with fucking younger teenage girls for years. And him being in a good paying management job, making good money, we live well. We have other kids, and honestly, he's always been a good dad. On occasion, when we actually do have sex, I've even asked later on if he fantasizes about others. He's been honest sometimes and says yes, but other times, says no. He thinks it's hot to know that we're fucking, and that I'm aware that he's had infidelities with other girls.

I feel gross about admitting it. But when I saw it, I never said anything. I watched them kissing, I watched him undress her, and suck on her nipples, lick her boobs, and do oral sex on her. She obviously knew what she was doing, which bothers me, at her age, because when they were doing stuff, they did it the first time, and he was done pretty quick. But he's always been that way. What bothered me, about 20-25 minutes later, she pulled out another condom and asked him with a smirk if he wanted to do her again. And he said yes.

I watched the second time for almost an hour. They did stuff him and I hadn't done in 10 years. It really made me angry. But I just kept my mouth shut, because I knew it would come in handy later, and it has. But I think what pisses me off more than anything, was the fact that when they walked around the house, they'd joke, laugh and just pretend all was normal. And about 2 months after I saw that happen, I found out it happened again. I found her underwear under my bed, and I just never said anything. I'm certain it happened there.

About three months later, I had coochie cream, which I used to shave. And it came up missing. I asked my husband, and he said why the hell would I take it? I went looking through my daughter's room, and I found it stashed in her underwear drawer under a bunch of her stuff. I was really pissed off, but I didn't say anything. About a week later, I walked into the bathroom when she was in nothing but a towel, and I saw as she was drying off, she'd shaved down there. I asked her about it, actually, embarrassed her, and she shrugged and said she hoped I didn't mind her borrowing her stuff, because she wanted to find out what it was like, and it itched, so she thought she'd try something new.

I know damn well she did that because my husband wanted to fuck her like that. He'd always joked about a bare pussy, and then all the sudden, here my 15 year old daughter is shaving her pussy. And hearing her admit she'd fucked two guys already? It pissed me off. Just made me feel like she didn't care.

I feel stupid for admitting this stuff, because it makes me look like an idiot, tolerating this crap. But I guess when my kids are out of high school, and in college, I'll do something about it. Probably blackmail him and make him give me what I want, and divorce. I don't know. I guess I don't want our kids going through shit now.

But what pisses me off even more, was two days ago, when I came home from work a couple of hours early. I heard something upstairs, and I knew my one daughter was at friends house. I went up the stairs, and was being quiet. Nobody heard me, and I walked into the hallway. Her bedroom door was open, and all I heard was "I'm not worried. I've had sex with a couple others without using condoms, and I haven't had a problem, so I wouldn't worry. Besides, if something happens, you know we can get a morning after" I was outside the door, and I peeked in, and I see him fucking her with no condom. Nothing. Doing it bare.

Damn it, I almost walked into the room. But I didn't. She doesn't know I'm aware that they're having sex. Him and I rarely do it anymore. And when we do, it's done quick. It makes me mad that when they've done it, and I've seen it, he's doing shit with her that he doesn't do with me. And what makes me madder is that she's MY daughter, and she's fucking him, and pretends that all is good and lies to my face, making it look like life is normal.

I guess I'm just stupid.

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by Anonymous on Feb 23, 2015 at 6:10 PM

No mam, don't feel stupid. I try to understand the situation you are in but I really can't. All I can say is, we were young once and didn't we have fun. Not with our father but we still had fun. You know, stop and think I often do, Something like this happens and we can't block it from our mind, yet, when another woman has a baby, didn't she have to fuck someone to get that. But it never crosses our mind, "She has been fucking someone." Why? When your aunt has a baby, you are happy. You never say, "OMG she and uncle have been fucking." It's just natural.

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by Anonymous on Feb 25, 2015 at 11:30 AM

Muy wife caught me fucking her oldest daughter and she acted all pissed off at first. She yelled at me for fucking her and at her daughter for letting me. But later that night she admitted to me she only threw a fit because she didn't want her daughter to know that she had fucked her brother and her dad when she was young. It actually turned her on. I had already figured that out since when she walked in with me balls deep in her daughter she didn't threaten to call the cops or to throw me out. Just "What the fuck do you think your doing?". All she said after that is, "I don't want to see you two ding it again." We made sure she didn't. She used that as a reason to go out and get black cock. I knew she cheated on me before and I knew she liked black cock. Her daughter told me about seeing her mom fucking black cock years ago. But after catching us she did it more openly. Letting me know she was meeting up with a black guy. Of course that gave me and stepdaughter time for our play.

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