I should feel really bad about the shit I've done. But I can't. My mom treats my step dad like shit. She has for years. It's just the way it is. And I should feel bad for sleeping with him a couple of weeks ago, but I won't. Maybe if she put out more than once a month, or maybe she was nicer to him, it wouldn't be that way you know?

I heard them fucking last night. My mom and my step dad. I was curious, I mean, I know they do shit, but I wasn't sure how it was. I snuck into the hallway, and I was able to, through the door, watch and listen a bit. It was lame. I heard it quick, and all the sudden, I heard her say "Oh God. Put it in me. I want you to cum" - It was fucking lame. He was done in like 3 minutes. She got up, and I had to sneak back into my room before they came out. They got cleaned up, I heard them talking, and then he went downstairs for whatever. I'm not sure whatever else, because I fell asleep later. But all I kept thinking was "God, that was fucking lame"

Today, my mom was at work, and my step dad and I were hanging out talking in the living room. I don't know how it came up, but I said to him "I heard you and mom fucking last night" - His face got all red, and he said "what?" and I laughed and said "Heard it, and saw it. Kinda lame. No offense. But man, it was done quick". He just shrugged and said "well, gotta do what you gotta do. She only wants it once in awhile, so I go through it. It helps me too you know?" and I just shrugged and said "well sure". He looked at me, and said "Sorry. I mean, I know the shit we did a couple of weeks ago, but you know" and I interrupted him and said "yeah. I get it. I mean, you gotta do what you gotta do". He looked at me and said "well um, yeah, it was lame. But I mean, when you and I did, you know, I didn't do that good either. It was over pretty quick". I just looked at him and said "but you felt really amazing. And were really nice. And I liked how it was. You treated me really good. So yeah. That made up for it". He kept looking at me, and said "really?" and I just laughed and said "Yeah. Really"

I looked at him and said "I dunno. I mean, it's wrong, but did you ever think about it anymore?" and he laughed and said "Yeah. Like all the time." I was surprised. He hadn't brought it up, mentioned, nothing. I said "really?" and he said with a laugh "Yeah. I love sex. But you? I don't know. God, man it was really good. It felt nice. Not like the shit I go through". I said to him "Well, that's nice to know".

As he got up, I got up off the couch, and I think I really surprised him, because I said "we have the house alone. Do you want to go upstairs?" and he looked at me and said "upstairs?" I just looked at him and said "We can go upstairs and have sex. I'd do it with you again" He walked up and said "I'd like that. I really would"

We went upstairs, and ended up in my bedroom. I took off my pjs, underwear, and all of my clothes. He took his off, and I saw he wasn't quite hard. We got into kissing, and that changed. And he started getting excited. And he said to me "I'm sorry. I'm going to make it last longer today. That's for sure" I just looked at him and said "If it's with you, it's good. I promise"e

We ended up in bed, and oh Lord, he ate me out. He went down on me, and did oral for like 20 minutes. He made me cum like 6 times. He was touching me, fingering me, and he kept going and going. And when he got done, he was going to climb on top. I said no. He said "what?" and I said "No. Just wait". He was laying sideways. We were talking, I was touching his dick. And then he rolled over. And I put my mouth on him, and started sucking his dick. He was moaning, and making a lot of noise, and I just got on top of him. I took his dick in my hand, and I put it up inside me. I heard him make a lot of noise.

It went on for almost a half hour. He was on top, I was on top, and he was on bottom, and I was on bottom. When we finally got there, he was on top of me, and he came. I watched him, felt his dick shooting it into me, warm and sticky, and it felt really good.

But what was even better was when we were done, we got all dressed, and went downstairs. and were in the kitchen. He said he had to take a shower. I went into the other room, and waited. When he was in the water, I walked into the bathroom and he was in there. He asked me what was the matter.

I got into the shower. We ended up having sex in the shower. He did it from behind, and it was kissing all over me, and touching me, making me cum, and it was amazing. He kept asking me about the pill, being on BC, and wanted to make sure that nothing would happen.

I should be grossed out, or feel shitty or whatever, but I don't. I liked it. He was really amazing. He treats me nice. He's really nice to me. He thinks about me. I don't care if you think it's stupid. But I liked doing it, and I hope to more.

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