I just looked at him and blurted it out, and said "I know I'm only like 15, but I dunno. When you left, I told my friend Jackie I wanted to fuck you" He stopped dead, and his face was all red, and he's like 'what the fuck? You TOLD her that?' and I laughed and said "Yeah. I did. I dunno why. I mean, you're my uncle and shit. But I dunno. I've been with one guy. He was OK. But I guess cuz you were so dirty and looked and watched and didn't get all chickenshit"
He looked at me and said "UH yeah. People don't normally fuck their uncles" and I laughed and said "well I know. I told her that. And I told her you'd never do it, because well, you wouldn't." He looked at me, and said "why? Would you?" I just looked at him and said "I've never fucked an older guy before, but I think um, yeah, I'd fuck you if you know, you ever would. And like I wouldn't tell nobody".
He ended up doing it. It took me like two hours to make him believe that I wouldn't say anything. I know he was really scared, and he kept telling me that he'd get busted if anyone knew. But for real, he wasn't "the best" compared to what I've heard. He went and did a lot of stuff, including oral. I sucked on him for a little bit, and got him super hard, and got a little bit of stuff in my mouth. And when he was gonna do stuff with me, he told me he would do it, but didn't have a condom or anything, as he doesn't carry them. I told him I was on the pill, but he wouldn't do it inside me. He said he won't take a risk. It kind of sucked, because I've never had a guy do that.
We were fooling, and when he got in me, it lasted about 10 minutes. We were kissing really hard, and he was touching me, and fingering me a little bit, and rubbing my boobs, and then I heard him moving in and out. A couple of minutes later, I heard him making noise, breathing really heavy, and he said he was gonna blow up. I felt him pull it out, and I felt it squirt all over my boobs and all over my stomach. Seriously, he made a huge huge mess. It was all sticky.
We got up a few minutes later, and just kind of sat there. He said we should get cleaned up. We talked for a bit, and he said he had to take me to my mom's house. I even asked him in the car if it was OK. And he said yes. It was really good. He asked me if I would ever do that again with him, and I said yeah. I told him I'd do it if we had more time, and we could do more than we did. I haven't talked to him since about it, and he hasn't called or anything. I feel weird. I mean, I liked fucking him. It was fun. But I think it could have been a lot better.
Aren't older guys supposed to be a lot better with that shit? And like if you were older, and you were doing the stuff we were, would you do your thing, or pull out like he did? I thought him doing that kind of sucked. Especially since he knew I'm on the pill. I dunno.