I have been married 10 years, and I will admit there is just not a spark there between my husband and myself anymore. I have tried to spice things up - but he is very old fashioned and not really into trying anything new.
We do love each other, we have a lot of fun together, but I just needed something. I did not know what.

I found myself going online and ended up chatting with a guy online. We chatted for months about anything and everything. It was fun to have my secret "online lover". The guy, Paul, is 10 years younger than me and lives about 20 minutes from us, but I always told him that I was married and I had no intention of ever hurting that. Somehow we got on to the subject of kissing, and what its like when you are dating and you have those long, deep, hungry make-out kisses. Just talking about those kind of kisses got me so excited! I could not stop thinking about it. I know its bad, but after awhile kissing my spouse is like kissing a piece of cardboard. Its just so blah.

I decided to meet Paul for a car date - just to park and make out. And honestly, that is all I intended on doing.
It was awkward at first, but it was nice to meet him in person finally after months of emailing back and forth. That first quick kiss though - wow - was exciting in itself. This was the first guy I was kissing romantically in 10 years.

After that, we were like teenagers. Groping and kissing each other madly. It was amazing - I felt so alive! I did not care when his hands went up to my breasts, and he started to unbutton my blouse. Paul said he wanted to kiss me there as well, so I took my bra off for him. To have this man ravish my upper body, in a way that had not happened in years, was thrilling. It was like Paul was orally making love to my breasts. I cant tell you how hot I was, how turned on I was, and how happy I was. I could see by the bulge in his pants that he was very aroused, so I told him that I wanted to take care of it for him. Paul asked if I was sure, and that we promised ahead of time that we would not cross that line. I told him I was sure.

When I unzipped him and took his cock out - it was so quiet in the car. To have a different mans penis in my hand after 10 years was incredible. Paul is probably the same legnth as my husband, but a lot thicker. The head of his cock is enormous, but also beautiful to look at. I could not wait to take it into my mouth. Just like Paul made love to my breasts, I made love to his cock with my mouth. He let me know ahead of time when he was going to cum, and I willingly swallowed every drop. I think the blowjob was as exciting for me, as it was for him.

We made out for about another 1/2 hour, before I had to leave. I got home about 15 minutes before my husband did - but I was so frisky and happy. I could not stop smiling! I actually initiated sex with my husband, and knowing he was the 2nd man I was satisfying that evening was exciting. The sex was great! It just amazes me that a 1 hour car date with another man, had brought back the spark I have been longing for.

I have agreed to meet up with Paul again later on today. I want more of those kisses! I know the more I see him, the more will probably happen between us. And honestly, I cant stop tihning about what his beautiful cock head would feel like inside me. Of course the naughty part of me wonders what it would be like to have sex with my husband right after sex with Paul.

I know what I am doing is wrong, but I cant deny how happy I am since I met Paul that first time. Has anyone else had an affair that was just a positive thing, where nobody got hurt?

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by Anonymous on Apr 13, 2015 at 8:13 PM

You have to let Paul destroy that pussy, you know that right?

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by Anonymous on Apr 14, 2015 at 7:00 AM

Not sure why you used the term "destroy", but we will probably have intercourse within the next week or so. We both realize we want more than car dates, and Paul wants more than oral sex from me.
I should feel more guilty, but I dont. I feel more alive than ever. I know thats bad.

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by Anonymous on May 11, 2015 at 2:42 PM

Never fall in love with a cheater, they never change. besides there is more to life than sex.

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by Anonymous on Oct 7, 2015 at 7:43 PM

I had an affair of sorts with a married woman. I cheated on my gf 2 years into our 3 year relationship as we were doing more fighting at that point than anything else.

I first met this woman through work, and after that, we kept in contact online; we chatted regularly and flirted for a few months. One weekend she asked me out and, since my gf happened to be going away for that specific weekend, I agreed to meet her. I was pretty damn excited at the timing of that. We went out for dinner, caught a movie, and then had ice cream at a park. At the end of the night,after chatting for a while in the car, we started making out. The sexual tension was high and it was only a matter of time. We couldn't go to her place, so I brought her to my place(stupid idea in retrospect). We had some drinks, made out some more on the couch, and then headed to the bedroom. The sex was amazing and I was glad I had made the decision to invite her over. She asked me to meet her again early sunday afternoon(our 1st date was friday), and since I wasnt sure if Id see her again I met her for coffee and afterwards she gave me a blowjob in my car(in a parking garage,lol) and sent me on my way.
We had relations for a good 4 months and since she knew I had a gf, and I knew she was married we were both on the same page. We worked around each others schedules and had a lot of fun.
Things with me and my gf improved over time and it got to the point where I called off the affair. I missed her company but if I would have continued, it would have ended pretty badly. I still miss it tbh, and if she wanted to hook up once more, I'd probably not be able to resist.
I think the affair served its purpose for both of us, and nobody got hurt in the end.
I guess I just made sure to cover my tracks as I could not fathom my gf finding out about the infidelity...she is totally against any form of it and wouldnt hesitate to leave me if she found out.
I also didn't feel guilty for cheating(even though I thought I would). I am not proud of it, but I didn't and don't feel guilty about it.
Towards the end of the affair, when me and my gf were patching things up, I ended up having sex with my gf after I hooked up with the other woman. There was no way around it really,lol.

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