We do love each other, we have a lot of fun together, but I just needed something. I did not know what.
I found myself going online and ended up chatting with a guy online. We chatted for months about anything and everything. It was fun to have my secret "online lover". The guy, Paul, is 10 years younger than me and lives about 20 minutes from us, but I always told him that I was married and I had no intention of ever hurting that. Somehow we got on to the subject of kissing, and what its like when you are dating and you have those long, deep, hungry make-out kisses. Just talking about those kind of kisses got me so excited! I could not stop thinking about it. I know its bad, but after awhile kissing my spouse is like kissing a piece of cardboard. Its just so blah.
I decided to meet Paul for a car date - just to park and make out. And honestly, that is all I intended on doing.
It was awkward at first, but it was nice to meet him in person finally after months of emailing back and forth. That first quick kiss though - wow - was exciting in itself. This was the first guy I was kissing romantically in 10 years.
After that, we were like teenagers. Groping and kissing each other madly. It was amazing - I felt so alive! I did not care when his hands went up to my breasts, and he started to unbutton my blouse. Paul said he wanted to kiss me there as well, so I took my bra off for him. To have this man ravish my upper body, in a way that had not happened in years, was thrilling. It was like Paul was orally making love to my breasts. I cant tell you how hot I was, how turned on I was, and how happy I was. I could see by the bulge in his pants that he was very aroused, so I told him that I wanted to take care of it for him. Paul asked if I was sure, and that we promised ahead of time that we would not cross that line. I told him I was sure.
When I unzipped him and took his cock out - it was so quiet in the car. To have a different mans penis in my hand after 10 years was incredible. Paul is probably the same legnth as my husband, but a lot thicker. The head of his cock is enormous, but also beautiful to look at. I could not wait to take it into my mouth. Just like Paul made love to my breasts, I made love to his cock with my mouth. He let me know ahead of time when he was going to cum, and I willingly swallowed every drop. I think the blowjob was as exciting for me, as it was for him.
We made out for about another 1/2 hour, before I had to leave. I got home about 15 minutes before my husband did - but I was so frisky and happy. I could not stop smiling! I actually initiated sex with my husband, and knowing he was the 2nd man I was satisfying that evening was exciting. The sex was great! It just amazes me that a 1 hour car date with another man, had brought back the spark I have been longing for.
I have agreed to meet up with Paul again later on today. I want more of those kisses! I know the more I see him, the more will probably happen between us. And honestly, I cant stop tihning about what his beautiful cock head would feel like inside me. Of course the naughty part of me wonders what it would be like to have sex with my husband right after sex with Paul.
I know what I am doing is wrong, but I cant deny how happy I am since I met Paul that first time. Has anyone else had an affair that was just a positive thing, where nobody got hurt?
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