When I was in my teens I was stupid, and I mean really stupid. Looking back on it I can't believe how dumb and naive I had really been. I did things without thinking them through, did what people wanted me too. And even hurt my first ever boyfriend really bad by cheating on him. I was sixteen at the time, and in middle school. Well my friends wanted to go to a party that night, and my boyfriend wouldn't come out because it was a school night. So we decided it would be fun just going out by ourselves.

Well at the party we met a group of older boys who showered us with attention. I got to talking to one who was really flirty and soon got to be extremely touchy. And started trying to get me to give him head. I was really into him but I told him I had a boyfriend when he pulled the line " It didn't count if he was wearing a condom. " I actually fell for it. I was young and obviously extremely stupid. So we went out and found a private place, he put a condom on and I gave him a blowjob.

I blew him like a champ, being only the second guy I'd ever blown. Until he finally came. He was still pretty hard afterwards, and I was pretty horny from the act that he talked me into getting naked and having sex, again "Not cheating cause he was wearing a condom. " Looking back, I can't believe I fell for it. Typing this I'm like, damn I was fucking stupid.

But anyways he convinced me none the less. And there we had sex for what seemed like forever. He turned me around, and then even had me ride him reverse cowgirl, my first time ever doing it like that. Well I don't know if the condom just broke, or maybe I tore it with my teeth when blowing him. But it certainly didn't do his job. And I ended up pregnant.

I guess I got what I deserved, but it was certainly a brutal wake up call. Though I wonder if it hadn't been for that if I wouldn't have wised up. And now I have a wonderful daughter of my own, who is certainly smarter than I was at her age. All mistakes are just life lessons. Sometimes you have to make them to learn.

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