I was not a good girl growing up. I hung around a group of pot heads and I was passed around. I didn't have any money for my share so I got it by being nice to guys and in more than one occasion being nice to his girl by going down on her.

At 19 I met a guy who did me anal. He put his stamp on me and I became his girlfriend. He gave me a lot of anal sex, it was his way of keeping me in line. The more he did the less I cared if he did it, I stopped doing what I was told and just took my medicine when he dished it out.

When he moved I went with him and we lived in a trailer park and I started having kids.

One afternoon he came home with a skinny girl. She was pretty high and he screwed her in front of me and the kids. He just screwed her right there in the living area of the trailer. He also took her to bed with us and wanted me to go down on her. I did, because that is what I did, do as I was told. But, I decided that he was a shit head and wanted to leave.

It took four months before my mother finally agreed to come and get me and the kids. All this time this girl lived with us.

The condition of moving home was cleaning up. I guess I was older, because I cleaned up. Of course there wasn't that influence any more and I had stopped doing pot a long time ago. I also finished my GED and my mom got me a job at the company where she worked. I think that was the bravest thing she did, trust me.

At her work I met a man, he was nice and all, and even though we dated he wouldn't do sex. Sure I was living with my mom, but he could have taken me to a motel or something. Later I found out he was married.

I am still single, and I live with my mother, my kids are doing ok. I haven't heard from their father, and I don't want to. I know I have a reputation as a slut and I won't ever live that down. Not in this small town. I haven't had sex in three years, not since I moved here and I am desperate for some. Maybe I will get lucky, some guy passing through town.

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by Anonymous on Aug 10, 2015 at 8:38 PM

What town do you live?

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