I can identify somewhat and appreciate your story. I do have one question: Did you father ever share you with other men?
He did a couple of times, It was with two of his best friends when I was 12 and 13, The first time he watched as they double teamed me the second time he joined in, I was exhausted after both times but it made him happy and so was I, He took some photos at the time too I had them for a while before he died with many other photos of me he took, But he left me a letter asking me to destroy them which I did after he died.
#2 I was in my late teens before I sucked my dad. When we were alone he would take it out and I would get down and let him fuck my mouth. I loved when he held me by the sides of the head and fucked my mouth like a pussy. He would get so hot and when I looked up in his eyes and face the expressions made me want it more and harder. One evening we were alone watching TV and I got up laid on my back on a big square leather ottoman in the family room, opened my mouth as I hung my head off. Dad got on his knees and his cock when all the way down my throat with his pubs on my chin. He held his dick deep sorta hunching but blocking my breathing. then he would pull back with the head in for me to get a breath and he would shove it all the way down my throat. I was so hot I unzipped and started stroking. Dad was holding his dick in my throat a good 30 to 45 seconds and I was on fire. That is when dad leaned over and took my dick in his mouth and I blew the instant my 17yo dick hit the back of my dad's mouth and he unloaded at the same time. After wards I said, that was s surprise. How was your first dick? He shocked me and said, I been sucking dick since I was 11. That is when I learned dad and his 2 older brothers were bi and they still sucked each other. Dad asked if I were interested in sucking my uncles and I said yes. A few weeks later on a fishing trip I sucked my dad and his two brothers multiple times and they tagged my as.
#3 That sounds very hot my father never throat fucked me I don't know if it ever occurred to him really but I think I would of let him do it though, I have sucked other guys cocks like his two best friends but and others since he died but none have tasted as good as his even his pre cum was tasty but perhaps its because I loved him that made the difference I suppose.