I have it pretty good; a loving husband who would do anything for me (sex included), intelligent and loving children, a great job, and I want for nothing... except him.
I have a strong sexual attraction to a coworker and my desire to be with him is making me miserable. We have worked in the same department for over five years and I've always felt attracted to him, but recently the attraction has become intense. I'm pretty sure he's attracted to me too because I have caught him looking (really looking) at me on more than one occasion.
A couple of weeks ago, I was having vivid dreams about him that consisted of everything from just feeling his touch, to finally being able to ride him. Everything in the dreams was so intense, so vivid and I hated waking up from them. I told him that I'm attracted to him in hopes that it would help me move on from all this, but that didn't help.
I don't want to cheat on my husband, I don't want a relationship with my coworker, all I want is to fuck him during lunch breaks, etc.
I want the anticipation and excitement of uninhibited pleasure without all the responsibility and emotional commitment. I daydream about us slipping into a closet and struggling to get each other's clothes off just moments before he thrusts into me. I imagine the heat between us and the much anticipated feeling of him inside me finally being granted. I picture how physically happy we would both be after we cum and it doesn't have to be a long session, just as long as we're both satisfied.
I want him so bad I can't stand it sometimes. I couldn't ever risk uprooting my kids lives, so I continue to be frustrated.