I was 16 dating a 28 year old drug dealer when I was younger I felt special that he would want to be with me. Pretty soon I got into drugs and he started sharing me with his friends. It was weird at first but I loved seeing how into it he was and the way he would hold me and kiss me after. Eventually it progressed to him finding guys to fuck me and him getting paid for it behind my back. we would always get really fucked up first and then someone would come over which wasnt strange people were always coming over and we would chill and party a bit then my bf would call me into the bedroom and tell me what he wanted me to do sometimes id strip and give him a lap dance before blowing him right there in the living room and sometimes the guy would take me in the bedroom fuck me.

It all went on until he got busted and sent to prison. I went back to my moms and met a different guy he got me clean got me a decent job and moved me out of my moms shitty house. Weve been married 5 years now and I have a really nice life but now my ex is out of prison he looked me up and found me on facebook and I know I shouldn't of but he said he was staying clean and had a job but didnt have any friends or anyone else to talk to so we started messaging

Ive been to his apartment about 3 times a week for the past 3 months and we've fucked at least once everytime. I love how he takes me it isnt romantic or love he just grabs me takes me where ever bend over the table, up on the counter, he just pulls himself out and puts my hand on it or grabs my hair and pushes it in my mouth.

The last month though we've had two threesomes the first one I just blew the guy but the second I was on my back and my ex finished slid out of me and told me to fuck his friend and started making out with me while his friend lifted my legs and started fucking me till he finished inside me

I know I should call it off with my ex before things get any worse but Im addicted to his sex