I cheated on my boyfriend. I feel really guilty about it but at the same time I want to do it again. I think about it all the time remembering how good it felt and I want to feel that way again so I'll probably cheat again. My boyfriend knows a guy who he's been getting weed from for a few years and usually he just goes on his own or he and I go together. He's a really big black guy who is like 30, lives in this little one room place with just a bed and a tv set up. When we go by we usually hang for a bit sitting on his bed to smoke up with him. He doesn't talk much but likes company and I've known he finds me attractive because He checks out my ass a lot.

My boyfriend couldn't pick-up one time and had me go by. I felt uncomfortable going alone but I wasn't worried or anything it's just that the guy doesn't really talk. So he tells me to come in. He's in bed shirtless, tell me to join him for a blunt so I lay down next to him. We start smoking and he says I look fine, real fine. I'm just like thanks and he asks if I've ever been with a black guy before. I say no he says damn you should you got me ready. I ask what he means he says he's throbbing take a look. I ask if he's naked he says yeah. He keeps saying go ahead look. I was feeling pretty fine by then and curious so I look. He's naked and his dick is hard. It looks jet black and it's really big, long like 9 inches which is huge but the thickness was ridiculous. So i said wow and put the blanket back. He asks if I want to touch it maybe suck it. I said no I'm good but I was thinking about it and how it looked then took another look, then another. He finally pulled the blanket down and there is was in the light. Huge thick and hard and yeah I really wanted to suck it bad. I'd never cheated on anyone before but I was dying I was so horny.

He stroked it a bit and told me just to give it a try, a quick suck to see what it was like. A few seconds later his dick was in my mouth and I was thinking to myself whoa what are you doing stop but I was really liking it. My pussy was really wet and I was hot and needed to cum really bad. I thought that I should stop and just leave but I loved sucking his dick. It was throbbing in my mouth and was so hard. I just slowly sucked mostly the head making him feel good while was pussy was dripping from me wondering how it would feel going inside me.

I sucked him for about fifteen minutes not trying to make him cum just enjoying it and trying to make him feel good. He finally just took over, taking my clothes off, laying me on my back, lifting my legs over his shoulders then slowly fucking me. His cock felt so good, I thought it would hurt but instead it fit just fine after awhile it was really stretching me but damn it felt good.

He slow fucked me and made me cum basically just sliding in and out slowly which has never happened before. After I came he fucked me fast and hard making me cum again but he didn't cum himself. Every time he got close he slowed way down or changed positions. He fucked me for about two hours on and off with short breaks to smoke. I've never cummed like that before, over and over so many times. Usually I cum and I'm done but he was amazing. He wanted me to ride him. He sat up at the head of his bed and I sank down onto him and rolled my pussy on his cock trying to make him cum. He was cupping my tits and sucking my nipples then grabbing my ass to pull me hard down on his dick and instead of him cumming I came again but I kept going as he encouraged me. He finally came holding me tight on his cock as he nutted in me. I had to take a shower as soon as I got home I was such a mess.

Honestly, my pussy was fucking sore as shit for three days after but thankfully my boyfriend never wanted to fuck until I was better. Now I've been back there a couple of times with my boyfriend since. The first time I was so scared the guy would say something but he acted just like he always does no different at all. Since then that's how he's been. Unfortunately I can't stop thinking about his cock and how good it feels. I secretly wish for my boyfriend to send me over alone again hoping he'll want to fuck me again. Or maybe even just knock on his fucking door and start sucking his dick if he lets me in lol but I'd rather the excuse of picking up just in case. I'm a non-cheater girl whose cheated and now I can't stop dreaming of doing it again. Ugh.

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by Anonymous on Dec 23, 2016 at 12:13 PM

Very hot experience - thanks for sharing! You're not concerned about getting knocked up? Or maybe you're so lost in lust you don't care...

Would love to hear more. Starting with a physical description of yourself :)

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by Anonymous on Dec 23, 2016 at 8:40 PM

Mmmm nice!I've lately been fantasizing about that!I'd love to watch a black guy with a huge dick fuck a white girl.Everything interracial turns me on lately!Been with a few black girls and loved it!

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by Anonymous on Dec 31, 2016 at 11:42 AM

Keep going back girl. You deserve to have your pussy pounded by that beautiful black cock.

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by Anonymous on Jan 20, 2017 at 4:43 PM

You are a sex addict. One of your parents probably cheated on the other, and in your mind you think that is a normal behavior. You will need a therapist.

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by Anonymous on May 8, 2017 at 5:47 PM

Did you end up doing it again? ...

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