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— My Family
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I feel so pathetic. No, I didn't do THAT, but I almost did, and I'm ashamed for it.
I spent the weekend helping my 46 year old mom move into a new apartment after breaking up with her latest boyfriend. At the end of the day, we were both sweaty, sore, and exhausted. We sat next to each other on the couch to rest, and I offered her a shoulder massage. So she got in my lap (facing away from me) and I started rubbing her shoulders. I also rubbed her back, but couldn't really massage the muscles through the shirt. She noticed and said, "Would you be OK if I took my shirt off so that you could work my back muscles a little more?" I said, "If you're comfortable doing that, then I'm fine with it." So, still sitting in my lap with her back facing me, she took off her shirt. I don't know why, but the act of her taking off her shirt right in front of me in my lap started making me hard. As she finished taking off her shirt, I realized she wasn't wearing a bra. My mom was topless in my lap. I tried to ignore it and just focused on massaging her back muscles, but I couldn't help it. Then when I looked over her shoulders at her bare breasts, I was fully erect. I tried to remind myself that this was disgusting - she's my mom, but I still couldn't stop looking down at her breasts. I maneuvered a bit to try to keep my erection from touching her, but after a couple of minutes, she realized it and stood up quickly. She quickly apologized to me, saying that it was inappropriate for her to be topless with me. I apologized back to her saying it was my fault - that she was my own mom and shouldn't have to worry about sexually arousing me even if she was topless in my lap. So there we were, looking at each other two feet apart, neither of us moving, and she was still topless (and making no effort to cover herself up). Finally I leaned in a bit and we embraced and started kissing. As we kissed, we took off the rest of our clothes and made out naked for a few minutes. Then it happened - I penetrated her pussy and froze. I came back to my senses and realized what I had just done. I stopped and stepped back. Then I ran to the bathroom to masturbate, before I took this any farther. Hormones are really amazing - after I came, I was disgusted with the thought of sex with my mom. I felt horrible about the whole thing, and ashamed of myself that I almost did it. What if I had gotten her pregnant? What kind of loser knocks up his own mom?! At least we stopped before going too far. Kissing is not a big deal, although I'm still a little embarrassed that I even did that; after all, nakedly making out with your mom is still incest even without sex. I still don't even understand how it started. Was she actually trying to seduce me? Or did both of us just get carried away by hormones and our sexual frustration over the last few weeks? The rest of the day, we just pretended that nothing happened, but things are definitely a bit awkward. I'm sure not bringing it up anytime soon. I know that teenage boys here will ask "is she hot?" The answer to that is no, she's not (maybe she would be if she dropped like 100 pounds). I don't know what I was thinking, but it's certainly not happening again. Ever.
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— My Family —I feel so pathetic. No, I didn't do THAT, but I almost did, and I'm ashamed for it.