Straight Female / 20
I keep dreaming my next door neighbour who moved in my neighbourhood 5 months ago and I shouldn't think think about him because he is married and his wife is extremely jealous. He is 38 years old and he looks very attractive for his age he is tall and brunette with curly hair and dark eyes. We only say hi to eachother because I am kinda shy and I don't want him to see that I am into him. I think at him in the night and I have these romantic dreams where he makes love to me and it feels so real , that I can almost feel his kisses on my lips when I wake up it feels really weird and I hope this would happen for real. I don't know if would be his type I don't look bad I had relationships with gays before but I am really young I am only 20 years old and he is a mature man. I was always into more mature men and he looks really confident and manly. I wish I could do something to get his attention.