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— Gay Stories —I've always been a straight guy I'm 21 in college have had sex with a few girls but I've always had that "I wonder,," feeling when it came to guys, so the other day I don't know why I went with that "I wonder" feeling but I ended up meeting up with a guy I was talking to online. I went to his place he was a chill and good looking guy according to my standards we ended up going in his room and hooking up. So now that thats all over and done with I'm left feeling a little confused. I'm still in my straight mentality but still almost in awe that I allowed myself to do that, I think it was just one of those things where you think about something for so long you have to do it just to see what its like?
I don't know but if anyone ever knew about this I would be DONE. I'm in college and just right now it would turn my life into a living hell. I'm not gonna lie it was fun to do once but I still don't consider myself gay, I still love women I guess I'm just a lot more sexually open than I thought. I'm on here confessing though because I haven't been able to shake this off and its been a couple days and I'm ready to clear my head and move on, so I'm on here confessing to whoever sees I had sex for my first time with a guy 2 nights ago, and now I'm thinking of what women I'll be able to get with this weekend. #3457 — Comments (3) — 9/23/2009 at 11:11 AM — That's Juicy! (4) — That's Lame. (0)
"Open" is an interesting way to put it. Better than the label "bi", I guess.
For your information human beings have been having sex with members of the same sex, animals, objects etc. since they appeared on earth (apparently over 1mil years ago..). And they were pretty much happy doing it since the two big useless religions (christianity,islam) and to a lesser extent judaism (there's never being many jews around) started saying it was a bad thing.
To prove that, try to read about sexuality in the ancient world, the Greeks, the Romans, the Persians, India etc. they were all at it, they enjoyed it and wrote wonderful poetry about it and trust me, never wondered "am I gay"? because the word didn't exist. Did you want to have sex with a man, a mule, a chicken? You just did it. And still now, African, South American and Pacific Island's tribes which had little contact with western civilisation, still practice sex any way they want without bother. Do some research if you don't believe me!!
The point is, don't waste your best years wondering who you are, just enjoy life, make sure you practice safe sex, don't use dangerous drugs and then go back to your normal business! Don't put yourselves into a category and remain there trapped for the rest of your lives!!
F*** the priests and whoever is trying to make you feel "bad" about it.
I've found that while I am very sexually attracted to women and to men I can only commit long-term to men.
But, wow, fucking a girl is AMAZING