The first time I experienced anything sexual, I was probably either in kindergarten or first grade. I had wandered away from the house to an area probably half a mile away. I was wandering in a field behind the housing area when a kid, probably around 11 or 12, stopped me. I don't remember much of what happened, but the one thing I do clearly remember after all these years is him stick his dick in my mouth and making me suck. I doubt I sucked for very long and he finally just pulled it out and took a piss. After that I wandered back home and told no one about it since I didn't think much of it.

I realize now that has I grew older, I became a bit daring at times. I remember being about 7 or 8, I dared a couple of other boys my age to run around the neighborhood with our dicks out. We did, not that we were big enough for anyone to notice. Fast forward to 11 years old, I had found a paperback book hidden in my father's drawer. I started reading it when I was home alone. I was a porno novel. As I read the book, I found myself hard an horny. I was laying down on my parents bed while I was reading and found it felt good when I press my cock against the mattress. Soon I was slowly humping the bed as I read on. All of a sudden I had this intense feeling and thought I was about to piss myself. I ran for the bathroom and stood there, nothing happened. I went back to humping the mattress again and soon it happened a second time. I was really confused. It was a few weeks after and a lot more mattress humping that I finally squirted cum. Not too long after I went off to spend my very first week camping with the scouts. While at camp I met another 11 year old and we hung out together when we weren't off working on merit badges. One afternoon we wondered down a trail to a structure with mattresses laying on the cement floor. I didn't know it then, but we had discovered the shooting range. I saw the mattresses and I told my new buddy that I had discovered how good it felt rubbing my dick against them. He laid down on one and I on another and proceeded to start humping. It didn't take too long and I shot a load in my pants. I remember feeling proud to show him the wet spot forming on my jeans. After that, we dragged a mattress off onto a side trail and he asked me to drop my pants. He had me get on all fours with my ass in the air as he knelt behind me. He didn't want me to turn around. I think he was embarrassed and didn't want me seeing his dick. I have no idea what he was doing back there, but I had the impression he was beating his meat while staring at my asshole. We didn't do anything else for the rest of the week.

After I returned home, I sought out a few neighborhood kids to introduce them to the joys of masturbation. This evolved into one of us climbing on top of the other and rubbing our dicks together. Eventually I wanted more and I would suck on their cocks. It seemed I was the only one that could cum, but they enjoyed the feelings of rubbing, jacking or sucking.

When I hit high school, I started spending a lot of time with another friend my age. We talked about girls and sex, but I never broached the subject of masturbating. Being older, I figured that was something you didn't publicize. I slept over his place on a number of occasions with just the usual banter. One night though, he produced several skin magazines he swiped from an older brother. We were in bed, him on his bed and me in a sleeping bag on the floor next to the bed, looking through the magazines. I was getting horny and didn't know what I could do about it. I was laying there on my stomach, up on my elbows looking at all the naked women, so I started to slowly rock my hips forward bringing a nice sensation to my cock. After a while my buddy laughs and says. "I know what you're doing down there". I played dumb and said "what?". He simply stated I'm humping the floor. I'm rather flustered, not wanting to admit he caught me, when he says it's alright, I'm playing with myself too. With that he pulls the sheet aside and his underwear is pushed down and his cock hanging out. He reached down and starts stroking it again. With this, I said good, I feel better about it now and proceeded to hump my hand against the floor (my favorite way of masturbating up until then) and finally came. I had discovered if I pressed down hard enough, I could orgasm without getting cum all over everything. My buddy just watched. I got up on my knees next to the bed and asked if I could help. He stammered a bit and said I guess so. I grabbed his cock and started stroking it. It only took about 30 seconds and I was rewarded with a handful of cum.

After that, we spent quite a bit of time together whenever we could. We started out jacking each other off. That turned into humping our cocks together in the missionary position until we blew our loads on each other. Soon we were sucking each others cocks, but never cumming orally. We'd hump our cocks against each others butt crack, shooting our load on the others back. We still talked about wanting to fuck girls but we didn't have any girlfriends, so we used each other to take care of that teenage itch. We did this throughout high school. He lived next to a country club and at night we'd go out and wander the golf course. One summer evening we made our way to the swimming pool. No one was around and the lights were on, so we decided to go skinny dipping. After swimming around for awhile, we got out because we were afraid of getting caught. There were no towels available except a couple of golf towels. We grabbed out clothes, put our sneakers on and ran buck-ass naked out onto the golf course. After getting to the far side, we were somewhat dry, but we were walking side by side, clothes in our hands with raging hardons swinging back and forth. I reached over and started stroking his cock as we walked. We finally threw our clothes down and ended up in a 69 eagerly sucking each others cocks. After a bit I turned around and put our cocks together and humped until I shot my load. I got off him and laid on my stomach and my buddy stuck his cock between my ass cheeks and rubbed against my asshole until he blew his load on my back. We cleaned up, dressed and headed back to his place to sleep.

On day while we were at my house by ourselves, we were naked and doing the usual sucking and rubbing. My buddy asked if I wanted to try actually fucking each other in the ass. I was a bit afraid but I said we could try. I went and got some vaseline and he coated my asshole and his cock. With me on all fours, he starts pushing his big head against my asshole. I feel him start to enter and he's stretching me good. I suddenly chickened out and had him pull out. I told him it hurt too much so just hump my ass cheeks instead, which he proceeded to do.

Things started to taper off as he finally got a girlfriend and was fucking her. We would still get together on an occasional weekend and he would tell me about fucking her while we both jerked off. Our last time together we were waiting on a coupe of friends to pick us up at his place. Being alone at his place, we ended up killing time while we waited by masturbating. I suddenly had an urge to try and suck him off to completion. I asked if I could suck his cock and he offered it up. I didn't saying anything about my plan, I just started sucking and pumping his cock. I was at it for several minutes hoping to get him off when our buddies pulled in. I never got to finish sucking him off.

That was the last time I ever touched another cock besides my own. I got a girlfriend not too long afterwards and had a better place to dump my loads. The thing is, even now, some 40 years later, I actually regret never being able to finish sucking him off or being able to butt fuck each other. I have no desire to go out and do it with anyone else, but sometimes I simply fantasize about meeting up with him again and reliving those teenage years. We're still in contact, but I know that is a part of his life he'd rather not talk about. I know a lot of people out there will think it's gay, but to us as horny teenagers, using each other to get off was just a way of relieving our sexual frustration.

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