Unlike a lot of young teen gay/oral/anal stories on here I never saw that stuff as a teenager. Still had some gay/bi thoughts through puberty but no epic tales of 'experiences' or anything like that. We were all pale, awkward and had small cocks in our teens.

Anyway...

I have always had some gay/bi feelings. Not as much as hetro feeling but never felt uncomfortable with bi/gay male porn. Not worried about other guys when in threesome or group situations.

But...

I was on a flight to Belfast which was almost empty. The steward upgraded me to first class and kept the drinks coming. I worked in the travel industry at the time so this was not unusual. This time he said his shift was finishing after this flight and did I want a lift to my hotel.

I new he was gay from the way he carried himself but I thought he was decent looking and a laugh. Figured that if I am ever going to try sex with a man then an airline steward, in a hotel room would be a good idea.

We were pretty open about it all. To be honest I did not get a thrill from being with him. He gave me a good blowjob and I reciprocated but it was a short/simple encounter. He was cool about it all and wanted more but it wasn't working for me. I assumed that despite my experience and open/curious mind gay sex was not for me.

About 15 years later a male friend of mine who is half (ish) my age and I got a little drunk and high one afternoon. Guess he is 10st and 5.8"tall where as I am around 16st and 6'tall.

Literally without any planning or expectation we were suddenly kissing and touching each other. Ended up doing some oral and since I have been sending him photos of my erect cock and offering (never done this) to deep throat him.

I don't worry about this ^ but I am happy with my girlfriend. Have no other gay or even bisexual urges. I just want this one man.