It was my first few months of college in 2014. The money my mom gave me to last until Christmas had dried up. Meals were paid for, but if I wanted to buy a single other thing that last month, I needed some cash. I didn't think it would be good to get an actual job so close to leaving for a month, but I did answer an ad in the school newspaper for a "life model" for an advanced art class.

Now I knew what I was getting into, but it paid $300 for one three-hour session. If I saw anyone I knew I could just back out, so I figured I could get naked for a bunch of strangers for that kind of money, and artsy creative types would probably be respectful anyway.

I psyched myself up and did it. Stood up on the small stage with everything exposed, hands on my hips, in front of 20 people painting me for three hours. Turns out I was the only one to answer the ad, too. It went pretty well actually, that's not the embarrassing part.

A few months ago we were hanging out with a new guy (Derek?) one of my male friends (Mike) brought along. They're both in a fraternity I won't name. Over dinner I overheard Derek say to Mike, "Dude, doesn't she look like the Hair Queen?" Mike just laughed and said, "Yeah, a little I guess."

I asked them who that was, thinking I must resemble some rock star. They tried to dismiss it as nothing, but I pressed Derek to tell us.

"Well, a while ago these three [greek]s took an art class together as a senior blow-off. I guess they had some random girl come in and pose for nude paintings. They called her the Hair Queen because her fucking jungle of pubes was hard to paint. They're on the wall of stuff at our House now, the guys donated them with a plaque and everything."

Holy shit, right? For the past two and a half years, a full frontal portrait of me has unknowingly been up on display at a frat house, prominently enough that it's known by nickname! And looked at often enough that they can compare girls to it! And yeah I didn't shave for the job since I thought it would be inappropriate, but I hardly had enough to be called Hair Queen!

I don't think Mike ever put it together that it was me. I'm a lot more conservative since freshman year, he probably thinks there's no way I could do something like that. If that, I mean he's not even that close a friend. But that doesn't change the fact that he and all the others can look at nude paintings of me whenever they want. Most of them have probably jerked off to me without knowing it.

Even though I know they're there, I can't do anything about it. Trying to get them taken down would be admitting that it's me in them, and at least if I let it go it's "some girl". I'm the good girl now, I can't have all my friends knowing that I sold out the image of my naked body for only $300.

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by Anonymous on Jun 16, 2017 at 3:21 AM

When you pose nude for anything, it can show up anytime and usually in a very public way.

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by Anonymous on Jun 17, 2017 at 12:40 PM

If someone can draw you so well that you are recognizable they no longer need to
be taking any class.

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