It started when I was working construction after high school. I was taking a piss against a wall and this other guy came over and he wanted to sword fight. He pissed all over my shoes. My next incident happened when I was unloading bags of quick dry cement and he grabbed me from behind and pushed me up against the truck and called me a sissy. I wasn't able to shake him off, he was humping hard against me, when I got away and turned around he laughed at me and called me a faggot queer. He opened his zipper and took out his penis and said he wanted it serviced and for me to get on my knees.

He went around the truck and called over a couple of other workers and told them that I was going to service him and he wanted them to be witnesses. I got slapped several times before I went down on my knees and he put his cock up to me and I took it in my mouth and gave him my best blow job. I managed to get him to cum. He looked down on me and his buddies were looking at me and he said he knew I was a queer faggot.

When I stood up I realized I had cum in my pants. The other two guys asked for a quick blow job.

What they didn't know is that was my first time. It was my best time too. It was the only time I came in my pants while giving a blow job. The other best time was the first time I gave in and got fucked.

At the time the only queer was the me, they didn't consider themselves gay. They liked to fuck me, and I serviced them or gave them blow jobs, but to them I was the faggot not them. It didn't matter, I was clearly a faggot, and I was clearly a bottom and I was ok with that.