Recently, I've been really horny and keep looking on this website for some action, but I keep second-guessing mysel and not go for it. This has lead to me just dreaming of being taken forcefully/r**ed since I can't make myself do it, even though I know I should not be wanting to be r**ed of all things. Still, I keep thinking about it and it makes me want it more! It's pretty taboo and it makes me feel weird but the more I think of walking to the mailbox or being taken at a random time and being fucked and left like trash just gets me more excited recently! The only problem is that I live on a base, and its full of military people that I know can get in a lot of trouble pulling something like that, so I can bet my fantasy of being taken randomly in my neighborhood won't happen.