Gay Male / 23
Thing is I want a serious advice. Some background - I have always been quite shy and submissive. After I started masturbating at around 15, I don't remember how but I started having submissive desires. Like I used to masturbate by fingering my cock (not jerking) or humping while imagining a man on top of me fucking me. I didn't think about these things then but from last one or two yrs my desires got even more feminine and I started watching sissy stuff and gay porn and absolutely loved it. Although I am ashamed of it, I now admit that I am getting uncontrollable urges of becoming a girly sissy. This urge also forced me to try petticoat and bra once. Worse, I have now started desiring men not just sexually but romantically. I literally fantasise about being a man's wife, swoon in his arms, blush like a woman, get pregnant and what not. And ofcourse I masturbate to all this while fingering my ass. From last few days I am thinking of having sex with a real man dressed up as his woman. I seriously want to know whether I should go ahead with this. I am afraid, ashamed but my sissy girly urges are so strong that I think about this all day watching sissy stuff. Please tell me.
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