I been having ED for a long time and my penis start getting softer and smaller. I found wearing women panties make me feel good. I even put on pantie liners or pads. It made me feel so flat in the front and girly. I wear bras, panties and pantyhose all day long. I don't like men, women only. I don't know why I'm into dressing the way I'm. I have spoken to several of my female friends about my fetish. They seem to be fine with it. I'm not sure if I'm getting myself being a female or what? I love women. Maybe I'm a lesbian or transgender? Does that sound right? I don't want to have surgery to remove my penis. I just like dressing up as female.