Hey guys, another night and on a total coke binge and as usual im horny and wanting to confess my deepest secrets.

Well a select sum in general that deal with stuff my cousin and i did growing up having sex with one another.
so basically we just began curious kids not knowing, then experimenting sexually and then full on sex.


First, ill be completely open and say all of this is very true, detailed and raw so readers discretion is advised.
Im excited to tell you all because i get to think about these memories in detail. Id have to say having sex with my cousin and sharing this with her was one of the select few memories i adore and value.


So my first to give you a slight idea of what my cousin "who we will name Roxy" is tall, slightly tan, athletic somewhat, a bit under average for weight but very curvy, has light hazel eyes and dirty blonde hair, a beautiful unique face, a decent, just right pair of breasts that were ever so perfect, gorgeous curves and long legs. I was very very lucky that this happened between us as she was seriously good looking.

Ill confess about the time I took her anal virginity and how i felt doing this and how i feel now after.


I remember her big beautiful ass bare and I still see it every day. Its one of the best parts about her body and how the imagine is locked into my head and fantasies still to this day. I remember the small freckle on her butt cheek and just looking at it for minutes at times and shed just laugh and ask why i liked it so much. Well, ive always been an ass guy and being able to be this close with my cousin was great! Ask yourself " would I feel some type of way if I looked to see my own cousin bent over my bed with her jeans below her knees, ass out ? would that feel more wild than just any other girl?"


I remember the smell of her butt when i would spread her booty cheeks apart and it wasnt anything short of heavenly and by that i mean if my heaven existed it would mean that my heaven is in between this girls legs for life, and I wouldnt ever wash my face and live in between her legs every day, so alluring that id only eat her ass, and vag for dinner lunch and breakfast type good.


I remember the sweet smell of sweat and booty ever so slightly as it was euphoric to the senses almost orgasmic. The taste was like any girls booty but so much more amazing, like i said... this was my own cousin who i was doing this to so it was 100 times more intense than any other girl. Actually she and I were both caught on her bed by my other cousin while i gave her her first rim job which i was embarrassed because my other cousin told our entire family and friends about this.


She knew that i really enjoyed her ass and her feet as well but feet are a different confession, THE ABSOLUTE BEST THING that i can recall is deff when I took her anal virginity. Yep, you heard it right... I did in fact take my own first cousin by blood, anal virginity without a condom at that age I was somewhere around 16-17 so i really didnt want to even think about condoms... why? they take away the feeling... and why would I want to miss out on feeling of her when we are literally having i****t sex?


so the anal virginity memory begins, ENJOY!!
We were on our way downstairs into my room and she was walking in front and i was following her in back and i was telling her that I wanted to try something new with her and she agreed. We arrived into my bedroom, hugged and made out for a few like usual but never heavily... im not okay with sloppy kissing its not my thing.


I asked her to pull her jeans and underwear down and lay over the end of my bed and she did, and boy oh boy was that ever a gorgeous sight to see.. imagine your first GF and the first time you ever saw a vagina in person and multiply this by 900 million. I would seriously and honestly pass up 500 thousand dollars to relive this moment again.


I then licked my finger and put my spit onto her butthole by rubbing my finger over her butthole for lube as i did not have any real lube at 16 years old. she knew right then what i wanted but did not refuse. I then proceeded to put my penis in between those beautiful butt cheeks and push onto her butthole " we usually always had ANAL by placing my penis in between her butt cheeks with no penetration and humping until i came in between her cheeks " . She was in a little pain but pushed through for me and then POP!BINGO! My penis broke the surface and was in my cousins butthole " yep, this happened and its nice to even think about, very good to think that i got to seriously take my own damn cousins anal virginity, and thats for life " the first impression was mind blowing, absolutely intimate, deep and passionate, i thought i fell in love with her.



I had to go very slow all the way to the end because she did tell me she was hurting and i had to respect that because she did let me in even though it hurt her. It was incredible all the way till the end. She let me do my thing without having to pull out " we only pulled out during vaginal intercourse, of course " and when we were done we walked away like nothing ever happened. I felt amazing, heaven sent and like i had just accomplished nailing the best job of my life. Maybe like buying your first Lamborghini thinking " wow, ive really made it! "



We dont have sex anymore, i wished we did.
my fantasies are filled with my lust towards her even when im having sex with my GF or just maturating, its always about her.I managed to keep and save a few of her underwear that i stole from her laundry and will always carry them with me. I really value them like a hand me down gift from great great grandparents, but only they are my cousins dirty undies that i keep just to hold onto memories.


I just wish, so badly that i could one more time put my face deep in between her buttcheeks just for 5 minutes to smell and taste. id love that, or to lay on top of her skin on skiin looking her in the eyes as we made love.... it would make me the worlds happiest man. I miss having this connection with her but the memories are okay too.

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