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  • — Out of the Closet —
    Bi-Sexual Male / 35

    Letter to my 20-year-old self,

    You won't believe this, so I'm not sure why I'm bothering to write. And even if you were to believe it, it would probably only encourage you to continue with your thrill-seeking porn exploration. But I'm going to say it anyway.

    Right now, you are 100% straight, and women are sooo hot, and cocks are just silly or gross, and seeing one guy blow another guy is absolutely revolting -- and the only reason you stroked yourself while looking at gay cock pictures yesterday is because it was naughty. You couldn't even cum without thinking of a woman, right? Because sexuality is genetic, right, and you were born straight?

    15 years from now, you will be sitting on your couch writing this while you look at a gif of pretty much the sexiest woman in the world running her tongue around the head of a very impressive penis. And even though the lady's beauty is making you swoon, it is actually the penis that is making you hard. And this is not a fluke. It's been this way for several years now: women are still seductive and lovely, but when it comes to raw sexuality (as measured by the stiffness of your cock and the swirling in your balls), you're more into dicks than chicks.

    Sounds like a lark, I know. But the fact is, you are going to get less and less disgusted and more and more aroused by naked men and the things they can do to one another as you continue to experiment with jacking off while looking at them. Meanwhile women will stimulate you less and less. Maybe it's just psychological conditioning; I don't know. You will realize this is happening to you at some point, but you will continue to choose to bring it on, even as you fear and even despise it -- at first because it makes the whole enterprise so much more naughty if it might actually be making you gay, and then later simply because you're already gay enough that you delight in other men's dicks and ball sacks and muscled abs and biceps for their own sake (so why would you want to forego that delight)?

    Don 't want to be a namby-pamby twink who desires to caress other men's muscles with your lips, massage their hard veiny dicks with the inside of your mouth, and slurp their salty cum down your throat? Well, get ready for disappointment. Of course, it will be better than you imagine, because you're imagining them as things you find gross, but future you finds them delectable.

    I both love and hate the gay predilections of my genitalia. I mean, I'm still romantically straight, and I still don't really want to be one of THOSE guys. I want to be with women and I want to be virile and manly for them. But on the other hand, the sight of beautiful nude man makes me feel sooo good, physically. Down there. And I now understand how sad it would be if I didn't appreciate the phenomenal sexiness of other men's cocks. I remember thinking penises were silly and failing to imagine how women or gay men could find them attractive, but now I do find them attractive. The curtain has been pulled aside. Cocks are the sexiest of sexual organs -- tits or pussies just can't hold a candle to them.

    So, younger self, you can try to back away from your nascent experimentation with gay porn, and perhaps your tastes will remain happily confined to women. Or you can continue flirting with homosexuality knowing that it will at least partially accept your offering and turn you into a man whose heart still loves women but whose dick rejoices in your fellow men.

    Who are we kidding? We both know what you'll choose. You're going to wind up getting boners for bodybuilders. The best you can do is to accept it early, I suppose. Lean back and enjoy it. Swallow. Just open wide and swallow.

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