I'm not sure if this posting belongs in this category but here it is.

When I was young, my parents often took my sister and me to my grandparent's farm for a visit. This was usually during summer because roads in winter were sometimes impassible. But I do remember going there once in winter during Christmas. I remember because after we got there and Dad parked the car, he asked me to drain the water from the radiator before I go to bed. Otherwise, the water in the radiator would freeze and crack the engine block. I was 14 at the time and he was trying to teach me about cars. I got to playing with my cousins and sure enough, I forgot to drain it and the water in the radiator froze and cracked the block. My dad was angry at first and shouted out loud, "Don't give an adult's job to a kid". But it turns out that a frost plug had simply pushed out and wasn't so hard to repair. But I learned a bit about responsibility from that incident.

Anyways, this posting is about what happened during a summer trip to the farm. Mine and several other families came with their children and the farmhouse was very crowded. I found it cozy, though. Two of my very close cousins had come, Wayne, who was 15 and Patsy, who was two years my junior at 12. We played outside all day until it got dark and continued indoors until midnight. My dad, my uncles and Grandpa played poker under the light of a kerosene lamp for much of the day and into the night. I don't know when they took a break to eat or pee. They would never let us participate in the poker game, saying we were too young.

When it was time to go to bed at about midnight, they assigned Wayne, Patsy and me to one of the beds in the second bedroom. They had three bedrooms available for everyone except Grandpa and Grandma. It seemed strange to me that they would put a girl in with Wayne and me but I didn't think to ask why. So we closed the door and Wayne and Patsy began undressing. We were all exhausted from a full day of playing. Wayne undressed down to his underpants, crawled into bed and quickly fell asleep. This was followed by Patsy who to my amazement took off everything and then crawled into the middle of the bed next to Wayne. She, too, fell asleep very quickly. Both were sound asleep by the time I undressed and got into bed beside Patsy. I, too, took off everything just so I could lie naked next to Patsy.

I should mention at this time that I knew a little bit about sex at age 14 and I masturbated often. I had seen my mother topless, bottomless and even stark naked. I used to have some had some pretty dirty thoughts about Mom even back then. But she seemed to see me as a youngster who had no interest in sex. Boy, was she wrong! I still remember seeing her walk from the bathroom shower to her bedroom naked with her "tits", as I called them, jiggling as she walked. I masturbated many times replaying that image in my mind.

Through a crack in my parents bedroom door, I had seen and heard Dad having intercourse with Mom. He was doing it from behind and she kept asking, "Are finished? Are you finished?". I remember the creaking of the bed and the thump, thump, thump sound as he humped her. I don't think Mom enjoyed sex much if at all.

Returning to my recollection of the events, Patsy was sound asleep and I was moving up to her so close that I could feel her bum pressing against my bottom. She was still a bit cold. Remembering how nice Mom's breasts were, I ran my hands over Patsy's chest, hoping to feel something. But there was nothing, just the tiniest of nipples. I then ran my hands over her crotch and discovered that she had no pubic hair at all. My fingers were feeling her genitals and they were very, very soft and warm. I then remembered how Dad was behind Mom when he was humping her and I decided to take my penis and push it against Patsy's genitals. I kept poking and pushing it into her without success. But I persisted and finally I felt my penis go in where it hadn't gone before. It had begun to enter Patsy's vagina and it felt really good. As I remember, I just kept on pushing until it could go in no farther. It is possible that I humped Patsy several times to get complete penetration but my recollection of that is vague. So with Patsy's body and mine in the tightest of sexual embraces, I laid there and enjoyed this new wonderful experience. Then, amazingly, I fell asleep. The next thing I remember is waking up to an empty bed. Wayne and Patsy were long gone from the bed and it was early morning. Then I remembered what I had done last night and wondered if Patsy knew. I was afraid that she might have told someone, perhaps her parents. But my fears were unfounded because when I got up and dressed, she made no mention of it. And from the way she acted, it was clear that she had no idea what had transpired. It was Sunday now and we played until late afternoon and then our parents took us back to the big city.

Recently, I related these events to a close friend and confident of mine and he asked if I inseminated Patsy. He asked if the bed was wet where we were sleeping. In all truthfulness, I hoped out of bed so fast that morning that I don't know. His reply was that I had had intercourse with Patsy whether or not I had inseminated her. And that is where it stands now. Period.

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