I am not the prettiest of girls and have a crush on this guy who is very handsome. I know he will never ask me out or be my partner as he goes out with much prettier girls. I am 29 and know I really don't have much time before I become a single cat lady. I work hard but just can't seem to attract any guys. I did have drunk sex with him and i get the random drunk late night calls when he has no other option and asks me to come over to his place. I guess I kid myself to thinking he calls because he wants me, but I know he just wants to fuck . That's ok with me because I get to have him for some time all to my self. He doesn't make love to me or is sweet or cuddles, like I said he just uses my pussy and tits.

I am on the pill, which is stupid because I only take it for the eventuality I get a call from him. So I've decided to stop taking it and get him to get me pregnant. That is the only way I know I will have some relationship with him for the rest of my life, well and his. I know I'm going to ruin his opportunities to maybe marry a beautiful girl and have this fairytale family, but I want him in my life and really don't care if he marries someone else. All I know if that I will always be the first one to have his baby.

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by Anonymous on Jun 4, 2018 at 3:11 PM

A big disaster in the making.

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by Anonymous on Jun 5, 2018 at 4:31 AM

Why do you put yourself down? you are a woman right, age 29 sure you have a lot going for you. if you can,t have him, find another guy you have your eyes on. rock and roll your tits and ass, sure other guys will come running to you'

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