This is not so much a confession but since my wife's death 6 months ago I would like to talk about it, it all started at school, I was staying on, I was 17, and there had been this teacher for whom I had liking for, she was gorgeous and her make up was always impeccably done, she was a brunette always well dressed and presented, I wouldn't go as far to say I had a crush on her, that was for kids younger than me, thats the way I think anyway!
So there I am in class one day and she is teaching math's and I made point of getting certain things wrong, so she would have to talk to me afterwards! I never saw a ring on her finger so I knew she was not married, if she had of been it would have over before it began.

So she saw through my little plan eventually and asked me why I always got the simplest equations wrong, I was a little nervous to tell her what I really thought but I figured right there and then would be good,we were alone in the classroom, I told her I was really attracted to her and would like a night out with her, and she was a little taken back by it and said it would be impossible as I was only 17, couldn't drink and she never went out with students! and could get into a lot of trouble if she did.

It didn't really matter, the seed was planted with her, I never knew what direction it was going to take and she never gave me any looks but I knew she was thinking about it, one day she asked me to stay behind saying my work was not up to scratch, I thought bollocks, she really means it I'm doing really shit! and this is how she is paying me back for speaking what I thought!

Nothing could have been further from the truth, she asked me, do you really find me that attractive, I said I did and would really like to take her out, after all I was at the age where I could legally have sex but a year under the legal drinking age! she explained she wanted too see me but her job made things difficult in the extreme, she said I was frank about wanting to see her and she appreciated that, I went on my merry way feeling I had really accomplished something and she said she would work something out later.

I went home that night on cloud nine, and to tell you the truth I did wank off that night! I had done many times and just the thought of her really!
She came up with a plan alright, she asked the headmaster if it was ok to stay behind for an hour each night to help me with my math's and use one of the rooms adjacent to the school hall instead of a classroom, he agreed but it was what I thought a dangerous plan in my mind.

So it all started, she told me to stay behind and go to the room to the left of the school hall after school, I did and met her there, we talked about what we liked and she asked me if it was just a crush I had with her, no i said I genuinely wanted to talk her out and be with her, we set out some ground rules around school, like I shouldn't gave her any special attention or looks and keep that until after school, she did however admit she was attracted to me also, that was a huge bonus for me.

A week went by and we just talked, every now and then a cleaner would not on the door but that stopped when they realized the room was being used, we kissed for the first time, it was heavenly to me, I was swept away by her scent which was always nice, I tried to touch her and for a couple of weeks she stopped me, she said later it was to see if I would just give up and stop going! she wanted to see if my feelings were real, yes they were real alright, this was no passing crush for her, then eventually I went to touch her breasts, she never stopped, they were wonderful, I played with them as we kissed, and I got hard! so hard it was uncomfortable! and she laughed saying eventually she would do something about it.

When that day came I'm not sure if I was ready for it! Sure I wanted to touch her but when she reached down and and felt my cock through my trousers I nearly hit the roof! again she laughed but I soon calmed down, I put my hand up her skirt touching her thighs working my way up until my finger brushed against he crotch, I couldn't resist it as I first used one finger and then all of them, I stoked her pussy through her underwear while she played with me, unfortunately making me cum! so I had to go home with cum soaked underwear! but i had the scent of her pussy on my hand!

One day we were kissing and she had taken off her underwear! reaching up her skirt to find her pussy bare, that wonderful mound of pubic hair, I played and stroked it for what seemed ages and eventually put a finger inside her, it was wonderful as I felt her pussy around my finger gripping it and got another one in her, moving them slowly in and out, in a matter of minutes she came as I felt my whole hand get wet with her cum, we stopped as she had already made me cum, she said we had taken it as far as we could and would I like to come over to her house, oh boy would I, I said yes and she said she would pick me later on at a prearranged spot just out of town where my friends did not go!

I went and she turned up as arranged and we went back to her house which was an hour out of town! didn't know she lived so far away but I was pleased she did.

I'll never forget that first visit, I was two days under 18, we went in and she asked me if I would like a coffee or tea, I said tea would be nice and we sat down on her couch, needless to say the tea never got drunk! we talked and kissed and touched until she said hold on a min, got up and said come on, lets go upstairs to my bedroom.

It was the first time I saw her naked, holly shit she was lovely, perfectly formed figure, absolutely drop dead gorgeous, we sat on the bed, we both knew why we were there so we did not waste any time, no one could walk in on us and no one outside wondering what may be going on in there!
She played with me until I hard while I stroked and inserted my fingers inside her, she rolled on her back pulling me gently over the top of her, I was between her legs with my cock inches from her pussy, I moved closer so my cock was touching her, putting it in between her lips, I could resist any longer, I slowly pushed up into her feeling her pussy grab onto me, I started making love to her slowly and she matched my rhythm, that first time I came quicker than I wanted too! I said I was coming and she wrapped her legs round me and said "go on them, inside me" so i did, she came all my me too, and for what seemed like ages, my cock throbbed away inside her dispensing my juice in her, afterwards we lay there just looking at each other.

She said now that I've given you what you want I won't see you again after today, she admitted later she was testing me! oh no I said, I want you for good I said, I want you to be mine, she said Mmmmmmmmm we'll see then.

I did, I wanted her in my life, I left school a year later wit some great qualifications, including math's! and I saw her most every night,

I was 19 when I asked her to marry me, she was 29, she said yes almost straight away, I can't say how happy I was, I moved in with her, met her parents, they were great about it, and a year later we got married, we had two kids, a boy and a girl, life was was wonderful, I had the most gorgeous girl I had ever seen and then I got the call no one wanted to get, she said I better get home as soon as possible from work she had something to tell me, she had bone cancer.

I was devastated, mortified, we talked and I promised she would be ok, the doctors knew what they were doing, she died two months later and the bottom fell out of my world, god knows how I held it together for the kids, I don't know but our friends said I looked like a zombie most of the time, I couldn't talk about it for ages then one day I opened up, all my grief came out in what seemed one go, I was at her parents with the kids, I sat there crying and shaking until there was no more to come out.

She gave us two wonderful children and I have my memories and thoughts, no one can take them, I married the most gorgeous woman I had ever seen and shared my life with her for a short time, that can't be bad and her legacy lives on in our children.

It's not a very good story judging by most on here, but I feel better for telling it, make of it what you will.













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by Anonymous on Oct 4, 2018 at 4:41 AM

Thats wonderful whoever you are best of luck in the future thats really heart felt

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by Anonymous on Oct 4, 2018 at 2:11 PM

You had to wait SO long to get where you were married to her with children and then she was taken away so young. I'm so sorry for your loss.

I hope things get better over time for you and your children.

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by Anonymous on Oct 4, 2018 at 8:27 PM

Usually I read a lot of these stories and say bullshit. This is one story I wish it was bullshit. Sorry for your loss and heartache.

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by Anonymous on Oct 5, 2018 at 3:23 AM

I'm happy she trusted you. Sorry for your lost but just think if the good times.

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by Anonymous on Oct 5, 2018 at 7:34 AM

I too married a beautiful woman who is the very rare true good soul. So far out of my league which I forever baffled why she chose me. I often wonder if I would ever smile again should something happen to her. I don't know how one recovers from such a loss. My heart goes out to you though in reality does not help a person. I know I could never remarry as there is no following up a woman like my wife and it wouldn't be fair to another woman. Be good to take care of yourself.

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by Anonymous on Oct 6, 2018 at 3:45 AM

Oh my god, what a blow to you, I guess you just had to talk, even if it was anon, I won't pretend to know how you must feel but all I can say is that it will get better in the end, concentrate on your children, remember the happy times, it may take away some of the pain and in time you will feel a lot better, I'm so sorry you had to go through this, my heart goes out to you whoever you are.

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