In our early teens, thirteen, fourteen so on I had a school friend whose parents had this stable with horses. They owned this country place and they kept the horses there. He would invite me to go horseback riding with him, his father always got the horses bridled and saddled for us and we would take off and go around the farm. Towards the back of the farm was a stream that opened up into this small pool before it went along out of site. The pool was the swimming hole and on hot summer days we would take a sack lunch and go to the swimming hole and spend the day.

We rode out in our clothes and had our swimming trunks along and changed when we got there. If it was really warm we would go in naked and sunbathe on this big rock naked. He talked and I listened and I fell in love with his penis. He wasn't some overbuilt guy, he was no different than me, except that it was his penis and I fell in love with it. I loved looking at it, and while he talked I day dreamed about touching it, laying my head on his stomach and playing with his penis. Until one day I did it, I got off my towel and moved over so that my head was on his lap and took his penis in my hand and put it in my mouth. There it was, I did it.

Maybe a half a minute, maybe less before he was getting up yelling at me asking me what I was doing. But it was too late, he was standing their naked with his penis and yelling at me and I was no longed in love with his penis I was in love with him. I excused myself and told him I didn't know why I did it I just wanted to. He was damn this and damn that and what the hell and fuck you and we were both naked on the rock and my penis was not hard but it was not soft, all I wanted was for him to stop yelling and kiss me. After his rant he sat down and I put my head in his lap and started sucking his penis again.

This time he got hard and I pushed him back down on his towel and he let me suck his penis and hold it in my hand. It was my first blow job, I wanted him to kiss me but he didn't. We agreed that this was between us I could never tell anyone about it. It was the first time and after that I sucked his penis at night in bed, he lay on his bed and I went over and got his penis out of his pajamas and sucked him. It was many times later that using my hand I got him to cum a little and after a while I could get his penis really hard, bone hard and he would cum and I would rub his penis against my face.

That was the summer that I found out I was gay. That summer I got him to kiss me even if he thought it was sick and he acted like he hated it. I loved being kissed, laying back on my bed and he kissed my lips and held my penis in his hand, he knew that after kissing me for a while he had to bend down and suck me penis too. It wasn't until several summers later, when we were seniors in high school that we did the ultimate deed and he fucked me and told me I was one sick guy for liking that.

Life moves on, we grew up and he found a girl he got married to and I moved in with a friend after college and he and I became lovers. My buddy and I are still friends, childhood friends and we get together and don't talk about that summer or the following summer or the day we did the deed. We are just really good friends.

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