Never have I told anyone this before but my first experience jerking off was to my own mother nothing like some of these stories but I learned reading here sometimes that's natural nothing ever happened with us and she was never even really hot or anything it went like this though and this is the absolute truth too as I remember it vividly after reading here I was away with my family and relatives down the shore and didn't even really know what an erection was probably or even jerking off was I was young and naive in my early early teens I noticed though I was hard looking at women in bikinis and bathing suits I saw my mom in her floral design bikini before but it was different this time my family left at some point of the vacation and it was just me my sister my aunt and my grandpa there still but I realized I had stuff dripping from my dick and when I touched myself it's feel good and more would drip I'm speaking in terms as in how I would if I was still in the time period by the way anyway that vacation I found myself in the bathroom frequently playing with myself it wouldn't take much effort to cum but I'd pretend I had my mom under the piers or boardwalk in her bikini and it would have me rather excited.

Fast forward a little time later back at home I snooped around and found old polaroids of my mom in lingerie in different poses I guess my dad had taken and kept needless to say still somewhat younger in my teens they made great material to jerk off to she wasn't naked but it was as close as it gets I had even started to fantasize with my eyes closed to her in the bathing suit again but only this time is being sexual with each other


Years and years later from that because that all died down once I started messing with girls but one day I found some videos on the internet no they were not my mother but they honestly resembled her and the younger guy seriously resembled me not like believable but close enough and it triggered my weird fantasy all over again this is years later too at this point I would always go back to these videos of the older Russian woman with the younger guy and no we aren't Russian but it seriously resembled what we both look like and this restarted me jerking off to my mom all over again and it lasted awhile on and off


Now my mom is even older not grandma old but I was honest from the start she had a nice rack and slim build but she was never hot fuckable for sure though anyway I haven't jerked off to her recently but just realized after coming to this site and reading stuff that even though it's not exactly normal it's still something that for some is actually normal that's all