I was raised in a very conservative household. Both of my parents are ordained and my Mother is a practicing minister. I married when I was 20 to a man I met through church. He is an amazing man and I love him very much. We don't have children yet, and I fear one of us is not able to. We've never used protection and have a fairly regular, however reserved, sex life.
My deep dark secret is that I'm obsessed with penises. I always have been. Its not just the sexual side that's aroused by them, but the aesthetic side of me, as well. I love the way dicks look. Hard, soft, circumcised or not, big little, fat, skinny. I just love them all. I have a secret folder on my computer where I have saved thousands of pictures. I often-times find myself wondering what men's dicks look like when I see them. I tend to be a crotch-watched in public.
My husband has a lovely penis. I got lucky there. We did not have any sexual contact until our wedding night. Old-fashioned, I know, but as I said we came from very conservative families. I love his dick and I ask him to be naked as much as possible. He is one of the three penises I've seen in real life. My father was the first. The image is still emblazoned in my memory. My husband was the second. A neighbor of ours was the third. He used to walk around naked on his deck during the nicer days. He's since moved, but I still have a few pictures I took of him.
So, that's my secret. I love penises. It may not sound like a big deal to most, but for me, it haunts me as much as it pleases me. However, my husband knows nothing about my obsession. I'm actually quite scared of what he would think of me... of what anyone would think of me.
Anyway, I'm off work today, so here I sit, scrolling through pictures. I just can't stop...and I'm not sure I want to.
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