I've been living with my boyfriend for less than a year, a little over nine months. He was married before and has a teenage son Jeremy who stays with us two weekends every month and now sometimes three weekends. My boyfriend tends bar Friday and Saturday nights so his kid is with me which I had no problem with. He keeps to himself and stays in the guest room playing video games or watching TV. Seven months ago my boyfriend called from work saying Jeremy wasn't answering his phone and that he wanted to talk to him. He asked me to have Jeremy call him back so I knocked on the guest room door getting no response. We live in a ranch house and when I opened the guest room door he wasn't there and the window was wide open. When I looked out of the window there he was, stooped down behind the large air conditioner unit which is just outside my bedroom window. He stood up for a moment and I could see he was only wearing a t-shirt and on the floor near the window were his pants and underwear. I was wearing my bathrobe but it occurred to me instantly that Jeremy saw me undress go in the bathroom naked and come out that way drying off. I was going to holler at him but instead I just walked out and back into my room. I knew he was still watching me so I went into the bathroom to get dressed. I then went back and knocked on his door and this time he responded and I told him to call his dad. I sat down in the living room and my first thought was OMG how long has he been doing this. The house sits on a lot of land and the back yard is about the size of a football field. I never had any reason to worry about my privacy and even though the bedroom windows have wood blinds I never thought about closing them tightly. Just the fact he had no pants or underwear on made it obvious he must masturbate when watching me. Thankfully he can't see into the bathroom but I began thinking of how often I laid down in bed naked and OMG again, I do masturbate sometimes. I was actually shaking at one point wondering how often he did this and aside from seeing me naked had he ever watched me masturbate. OMG again, had he seen me using my vibrator, had he watched me looking at myself naked in the mirror, holding my breasts, just touching my vagina or even seeing me change a tampon. My head was spinning and I just couldn't stop thinking of how many ways I had humiliatingly exposed my body to him.
Now my confession. I had made up my mind to tell my boyfriend about what Jeremy was doing. I still never have and continue to let Jeremy watch me and admit it stimulates me knowing he is seeing me naked. I also masturbate more often with the full knowledge he is watching me. I don't see him but I am sure he is also masturbating as he watches me. Whatever happened to my embarrassment about it, I don't know. I'm also guilty of opening the blinds a little more than before and turning on more lights instead of just the one lamp. I stay naked longer than usual and flaunt my body in front of him. I doubt he thinks I know he is watching me and I know for a fact he has asked his mother to stay with his dad more often. I'm sure that he wants to stay here more often only because he is being entertained by me. After dinner Friday and Saturday nights Jeremy goes into the guest room and I never see him again until morning. We always go out to eat Saturday afternoons before my boyfriend has to go to work. once home Jeremy is back in the guest room knowing about the time I will go into my room. As crasy as this may sound I often get undressed slip my bathrobe on and knock on the guest room door to assure myself he is outside. I open the door sometimes and when I do the window is always wide open and most of the time see his jeans and underwear on the floor. I think knowing he masturbates seeing me naked somehow gets me aroused. I used to get dressed after my shower but since I discovered Jeremy sneaking out and watching me has me staying in my room more. Even after I masturbate I just lay in bed nude letting him see me for as long as he wants. That first night I knew he was watching me I was embarrassed, angry, and thought what a filthy brat Jeremy is. I know now I am the bad one for letting this continue and he is just doing what any guy his age would like to do. I am at times ashamed of myself but the way it arouses me only encourages me to continue showing off my body to him. Jeremy and I have a good relationship and I usually accompany them when we go out on Saturdays and Sunday. Its like nothing is happening when my boyfriend is at work. The way Jeremy acts around me you would never know he sees me naked so often. Its clear to me that he doesn't have any suspision that I know what he is doing.
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Anonymous / January 1, 2019