This part of my life I've never been able to share and for some reason really feel the need to. I am the oldest of three sisters and have known since a young age that I was different. My dad got us all into girls hockey and my mom used to have to force me to keep my equipment clean, change my bras or to take showers even though I was going through puberty. My parents used to joke they knew what it was like to have a boy, which seemed harmless because my mane of blonde curls and hockey honed butt made me appear so feminine. They didn't know how right they were.

Girls hockey tends to attract girls who like girls, and our travel team was made up of girls from 9 to 13. The older girls made comments like "eat me" and teased each other about their pubic hair, so I, and my yonger sister Leisel when she joined, learned a lot, which lead me to Googling even a lot more. One of the things I learned was that I liked girls way more than boys - girls seemed to me the best of both worlds - strong but pretty, smart and fun. It wasn't long before I was sneaking my iPad into bed to masturbate to pictures and videos of girls.

One hockey road trip the captain of our team was wrestling me in the pool a lot and then suggested we both hit the hot tub. She is tall with long brown hair and is a little overweight, but really funny and crazy. I take after my tiny but curvy blonde mom, so it felt like she was a woman compared to me. While I was sitting with my back to he jets with my eyes closed, she slid next to me and whispered "Can you keep a secret?" I looked at her and nodded and she smiled and told me to turn around. She slyly taught me to position myself so the jet hit my clitoris through my suit just right. I was so aroused that I almost finished just from the covert naughtiness and perfect pressure. Worried someone might notice I was keeping a sharp eye on the others in the pool and didn't notice Jane reaching over. She hoarsely said "let me help" as the next thing I knew she was pulling the crotch of my suit over! I gasped, orgasmed and crouched down into the hot tub all in 2 seconds, panting and embarrassed but so turned on. Unfortunately, that was all that happened with another girl until the following summer.

My parents had gotten divorced and we went to our cottage in Canada for the first time with just our dad. My sister Leisel and I are only a year apart, natural rivals and total opposites. She loves fashion, boys and girly things, but where we differ most is our personalities. I can be just as loud and silly as her, but when it comes to who I like I am deadly secretive, and never flirt. She on the other hand, is so bold she flirts with our mom's boyfriends, telling them they are handsome or feeling their muscles. I am annoyed and jealous of her "sexy" behavior at the same time. This summer was one of the hottest I remembered, and our cottage had no AC. Our little sisters took to sleeping in just their panties, but Leisel and I wore t-shirts as nighties. We had our own room together and one night she came in out of the shower and lied down on her bed in just her towel. I made a comment about getting ready for bed she replied "I am sick of sweating - I am sleeping in the buff." With that she whipped off her towel, rolled over and clicked off her light. I told her "good call", locked our door and took off my shirt. Our small fan was little relief and even the lack of clothing didn't help much. Our twin beds were perpendicular and from mine I could see Leisel tossing and turning. Leisel takes after our dad, and is actually bigger than me. A lot of people assume I am the younger of us. As I lay there watching her on her back, legs splayed and long curly brown hair awash around her budding breasts, I started thinking about the naked girls on my iPad. Silently, laying on my tummy, I started to touch myself. I was ninja stealthy and barely moving, watching her rhythmic breathing for changes. With the fan covering the sound, I started to get a little braver and moved from teasing myself to trying to finish. I was just starting pre-orgasmic tremors when Leisel suddenly sat up and clicked on her light. I instinctively snapped my
eyes and legs shut and pulled my hand away, but the quick movement made it clear I wasn't sleeping. Leisel paused mid-climbing out of bed and I could almost feel her eyes on me. She padded slowly past me and I heard her in the bathroom. I
rolled over and pulled the sheet over me. Her returning footsteps stopped at my bed and she whispered "I know you're up - brought u an ice water." I rolled over feigning drowsiness and reaches for the glass with a humble "Thank you." She smiled at me in a funny way, then walked over to her bed. Slowly she climbed across her bed, set the glass on the table, then fluffed her pillow, her bare butt and vagina totally exposed to me. She had never done anything like this, and I couldn't tell if it was intentional, to tease me or to make fun of me. I rolled over and went to sleep, frustrated.

The next night was just as hot, but I kept my t-shirt on for bed. Leisel announced she was taking a shower to cool off, and left the room. I hadn't orgasmed in a week and the prior night had left me achy and horny. When I heard the water come
on I quickly started rubbing myself
under the covers, when suddenly the door flew open and Leisel walked in nude. "Out of shampoo" she said and then stopped. I had furtively stopped and rolled over, but that just made it more clear I had been on my back, legs apart. She turned, rooted around in a drawer then returned to the shower. I was mortified enough to lay there motionless hoping to sleep away the embarrassment. When Leisel came back in she quickly turned off the light and climbed into bed. There was a moment of silence and then I heard a quiet "did you finish?" I rolled over to look at her, but the sly smile she had turned my embarrassment to anger.
"Shut up." I said, but her smile only widened. "It's ok. I do it too." "Shocker" I replied implying she was a tramp. She looked at me, smiled and said "I won't tell if you won't" She has been sitting on the edge of her bed, but she slowly laid
back into her pillow propped against
her headrest. Her knees slowly fell apart and she let her hand trail down to her pink mound. I flipped over and looked at the wall telling her "your gross!" There was no answer, but I realized the fan was off and I could her her making soft breathing noises. I pretended to ignore her but finally I glanced over my should to shoot her a dirty look. Her eyes were closed, one hand gently circling a nipple, then other moving side to side on her vagina. I was suddenly wet. With a resigned "fine..but if u tell anyone I'll kill you" I rolled onto my back and joined her under the protection of my sheet. I closed my eyes and the sound of our mutual touching and breathing in the quiet had me close in no time. My legs started to quiver signaling the point of no return, and I opened my eyes to see my sister staring at me intently and barely moving, her wet lips swollen in a way I had never seen before. I covered my mouth and half-sat up in orgasm, laying back to recover in semi-shame. I finally looked over and she was still open mouthed watching me. "What?" I asked, "Are u done?" She shook her head. "I've never finished. I can't seem to. It feels really good but that's it." I was torn between anger that she had tricked me, and a strong pity sisterly urge to help. I propped myself on my elbow and asked "why didn't you tell me?" "I was hoping this time I could copy you and maybe it would happen. But u kept your sheet on." Our mom had the iPad set at an "R" rating - we could see nudes, but no videos that would be instructional. "Please Virginia." Her voice sounded sincere and I thought how frustrated she must be. "Fiiiine." I sighed. I sat up and flipped the sheet off. "Watch" I held my self open, licked 2 fingers and started gently sliding them over, down and back to expose my clitoris. "You need to find your clit and get it hard and senstive." Watching she replied "I don't think mines the same." She was right, my labia was exposed while hers was hidden behind her vulva. She stood up and walked over to my bed. "I can barely see you from over there." I gave her look, but slid up and she sat at the end of the bed and spread her legs. "Just do what I do." I held myself open and gently massaged my clitoris in tiny circles, saying "start really light, then gently use more pressure." She mimiced me and I could see the wetness glistening on the insides of her thighs, but her clitoris was barely visible. Following my gaze she said "I think mines really small" and I was instantly curious. "Hold yourself open with both hands." She complied and I leaned forward to see the tiny bud a deeper shade of pink. As I did the scent of her arousal hit me...it was sweet and tangy and girly and overwhelmingly intimate. I looked her in the eye and said "quietly don't move" and leaned down the rest of the until way my lips touched her other thick vaginal lips. Her gasp was encouraging, and I felt empowered to know her larger, stronger body was completely under
my command, yet submissive of course in that I wanted and needed so badly to service her. I licked slowly up her lips searching for her sensitive bud and finding its minuscule hardness as her thighs twitched. She started rolling her hips instintively to rub against my soft mouth, but I whispered for her to hold still and proceeded to lightly lick and flick over her tiny clitoris "Oh my god" she half sobbed and suddnely she was pushing at my forehead and flooding me with her sugar. I had just given my sister her first orgasm and was feeling every emotion possible, good and bad, when she pulled me up on her and embraces me. Her hard nipples pressed against my larger (for now) breasts and she shivered an "oh my God that was good." I smiled and realized my wetness was sticking to her thigh, so I self consciously pulled away. Leisel took the opportunity to reach down and furtively start rubbing my clitoris in circles. I froze with the pleasure of it, and she slid her other and to my breast. I couldn't believe how wonderful her touch felt, how hard my nipples were and how erotic her lingering auger tasted in my mouth "oh shit!" I cried into her shoulder, my teeth clenching her skin as I came hard!

We lay their panting until I pulled off her and she went to the bathroom. I went when she was done and by the time I returned she was apparently asleep. I laid awake too revved to sleep - appalled at myself but feeling worldly. The next day Leisel acted like nothing happened which was fine with me and I hoped we would let it go. At bedtime she was wearing a nightie and sitting up in bed reading with her knees up. I decided to read too, but a few minutes later when I glanced over, her nightie had ridden up so that I could see her vagina. I knew it wasn't and accident, but I was too weirded out to think of doing or saying anything. After 10 minutes or so, I glanced back over to see that she had somehow silently slipped her hand down into her nighty and was slowly rubbing her self. It was sexy, but I was sort of annoyed she thought it was ok to do. Still I was staring because her head was hidden behind her book and then her hand stopped, her pointer finger crooked and curled up beckoningly. I was open mouthed at her audacity, but at the same time, aroused and desiring to taste a girl again. She lowered her book a little, smiled a pouty smile, arching her eyebrows as if to say, "please". I told her "shut off the light." Her book was on the table and the room was dark in an instant. "Don't move." I repeated my order from the other night. I slid on my belly and shook my head at how wrong and right it felt at the same time. I was surprised how wet she was as I lightly lapped at her sweet swollen lips, and felt her start to shiver soon after I started. I increased my tongues pressure and suddenly her hand was in my thick curls and pulling my face against her. Rocking her hips Leisel cried a soft sobbing "oh God V!" and came in a long leg twitching orgasm. I sat up to my knees in the dark to embrace her and she kissed my mouth in the dark. "Mmmm..." she said lickig her own girl cum off my lips. "I want to try." She rolled forward onto her knees, kissing me more, her hand cupping my sensitive vulva. I was out of my mind with anxious anticipation, and she seemed to sense that, teasing me with soft carresses but avoiding direct stimulation. Leisel then laid back and pulled me onto her, her strong hands grabbing my bare ass and pulling me forward. She stopped to pull my shirt off, then reached down for my butt and scooted even further. Suddenly I realize what she was doing - she was having me straddle her face! I inched up until my knees were deep in her curls, when her hands squeezed my butt and pulled me down onto her face. She didn't gently lick me, but pushed her tongue right up into my labia, obscenely penetrating me. I gasped and reached forward to steady myself on the headboard, when I felt her lick up to my clitoris then back down and in with long firm licks. I was quivering and close when her hand slid up from my ass and grabbed my breast forcefully. I covered her hand with one hand and my mouth with the other and moaned a gushing orgasm she lapped up relentlessly.

The rest of the summer was blur of activity, playing all day with the rest of the kids and every other night with each other. It was weird that she was my younger sister, but somewhat in control. On time we were playing hide and seek and we hid under the floating dock. She swam up behind me in the dark and grabbed my vagina from behind, and handful of breast with the other. She wrapped her legs around me, and I had to use both hands to hold us up. "Stop it!" I ordered and she giggled into my ear "you know you love it." Another time she snuck into one of the outdoor shower cabins I was in and started soaping me up. "Leisel!" I barked worried someone would catch us. "Did you finish already?" She answered laughing and then slipped out into her own stall. I was mad at her brazenness, but turned on too. The worst time was on a camp out with other girls. She was teasing me by winking and nodding toward some of the pretty older girls, mocking the fact I am lesbian (she still had a summer boyfriend she made out with.) We were sharing a tent with 2 girls. They had their heads at one end of the tent and we were across from them feet to feet. It was the middle of the night when i felt my sisters hand under my shirt brushing my nipples rock hard. "Stop" I breathed almost silemtly. Suddnely in the dark I felt my shirt lifted and warm wet lips circling my nipple. She hadn't done that before and it was too nice to stop her. She alternated fondling and suckling each breast until I was having trouble keeping my breathing down. She leaned over and whispered "if you touch yourself I will wake up the other girls and tell them I had a nightmare." "What? Why?" "Because I want to cum too.." I knew what she meant. I was addicted to her perfet sugar sweet girl cum and she knew it. "Come on..." she lead me outside and over to the beach and kneeled down across a log used for sitting around the canfire. I pulled down her shorts and started lapping at her from behind, her full round butt filling my hands and her giggling moans filling my ears. I couldn't get the right angle on her tiny clitoris, so I used my fingers to rotate it while thrusting my tongue into her tight lips. "Oh yes Virginia, don't stop, oh, oh, OH!" "Shhh!" I hushed her as she came all over my fingers and tongue. We went back to the tent and she kissed me while I masturbated to silent orgasm.

When we got back home to separate rooms things calmed way down and we stuck to just taking care of ourselves. Our mom was full on dating divorcee mode, and seemed to have a different boyfriend every month or so. One night after school had began, I woke up to the sounds of her in distress. It took me a moment to realize she had snuck a guy in and was downstairs enjoying herself with him. For some reason I thought it was hilarious, and woke up Leisel to tell her. "Come on" she giggled, "lets see who it is." "No way!" I said. "It's our house too Virginia - And she said she wouldn't have guys over." She snuck past me down the stairs and I crept after her. The noises from downstairs were increasing and by the time we reached the foyer our mom was announcing "Oh god, I'm gonna cum, I'm going to come all over your big cock!" My sister and I peered into the living room to see our tiny blonde naked mom straddling the huge (to us) penis of a guy sitting on the couch. Her orgasm was a crying long sob of oh gods and I was struck by how much Leisel sounded like her. With her back to us, we flew back up stairs and into my room. "Mom is a slut!" Leisel laughed..."Did you see that guys' penis? It was huge?" "It was gross!" I answered. "I don't care what u think, I have to touch myself after that." Said Leiesl. "You can stay or go." Her panties were off and nightie pulled over her now larger (on their way to huge) young girl boobs. I went over and locked her door and crawled up with my feet near her head so we could watch each other. "I missed this" I said "I know u did" she teased. Then she sat up and pulled me over on to her with my butt in the air. I was staring directly into her vagina when I felt her hand in my curls pushing my face into her hot wetness and her tongue flicking me "Show me ya missed me." Came from somewhere down between my thighs.

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