I grew up in a pretty protected house. I went to a Catholic school with my older sister and all my friends were girls. I was in the fifth grade. That summer we were up at our grandparent's summer home and there was a fair in town and we got permission to walk to the fair if our older male cousin walked with us. It was my sister who is one year older, me and my cousin.

We spend a couple of hours at the fair and we ran out of things to do so we headed back to our grandparent's place. My cousin who had a lot more permission to experiment had found this shortcut back and he suggested that we go that way rather than walk all the way to the main road and back up to our grandparent's place. We crossed a corn field, crossed a small stream and my cousin grabbed us and pulled us down and told us to be quiet. There, maybe thirty feet away was a man fucking a woman. She was on her back with her legs wide open and his naked behind was on top of her fucking her. We stayed quiet, we watched. He finished fucking her and he stood up, she stood up and took her skirt to wipe his penis clean, she found her panties and put them on, he kissed her again grabbing her behind.

She was the woman that came to my grandparent's house to clean and he was this man that worked in town at the service station. They saw us and an argument started and my cousin who was only fourteen tried to be the man and he got pushed down on the ground and the man turned to me and asked me if I wanted him to fuck me. My sister who like I said was one year older pushed me aside and told him to do it to her but to leave me alone. The woman stood there, I don't really remember if she said anything or not, my cousin was still on the ground when he grabbed my sister, tore her panties off and grabbed her with his hand.

His fingers went deep into her and when he let her go he told her that if he saw her again he was going to fuck her through and through. We walked home without saying a word. We didn't talk about it. We never said anything. Later when we were older my cousin fucked me and I let him, I just wrapped my arms around his neck and held him tight while he fucked me. My sister went to school to study art and she met a woman and she turned out lesbian but I am sure that had nothing to do with what had happened that afternoon. She was always interested in me telling her when my cousin and I would fuck. She wanted to know every time.

We grew up and my cousin married a girl that he had met at college breaking my heart, I finally married later to a man who already had a previous wife. When my cousin kisses me I feel it all the way through. When my cousin kisses my sister she lets him and doesn't push him away, he is the only man that can kiss her like that. She has had several women in her life but after a while it seems that those relationships fall apart and they break up. The only rock hard relationship in our life is the three of us. He is the man we look up to, the man that provides us security, the man that we run to when we need his advise. He fucks me because he does, he fucks me and I put my arms around his neck and hold him to me, he is the only man that I have ever loved.

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