In Paris a lot of things happened, I told him I loved him and I didn't care if he was married. I told him that my dream was to live with him one day and I could wait until he was ready. I wanted something from him, something mine that he gave me and only he could give. I never thought of a son, I was thinking of some kind of jewelry from Paris. But I got a son instead.
He is not going to divorce his wife. I live better than I could on my own. I work at his office in a made up position of customer relations and everyone knows that he is the father of my son. His secretary of many years, she is forty three and is responsible for paying my bills, she gets the money and she pays the bills. Once upon a time when she first went to work there he banged her for a while but he told me that she just couldn't stay calm. I got the message, stay calm and don't ask to get married. She thinks she is my mom, I get tons of advise and she wants to help raise my son.
My place is conveniently located, a nice townhouse with an attached garage, between the office and his house and he stops by for a quick one, or if his wife is tied up in some thing of her own he plays with my son. My son is three and he calls his father John. It hurts that he doesn't say daddy. But of course I have to stay calm. He likes me in a certain way, he has a thing for dresses, he likes my legs and he likes my boobs in bed. When he has sex he is expressive, demanding, he likes me more than he lets on. He likes me more than his wife. He can't control himself and he tells me he loves me and to take care of his son.
My life is seeing him at work, sharing my life with his secretary, she takes care of the money. She can't fall out of love with him, I have heard that hundreds of times now, she is warning me I know. She hasn't had sex with him for several years, she did when he started with me but now it is me, so she gives of herself by looking after him at work and his personal things, and looking after me. And my son. I don't talk about our sex life, it upsets her but she does want to know that he is having sex with me on a regular basis, and I know that she tells him to make sure that he is paying attention to me. She is blunt, in an affair it is about sex and love comes second.
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