It's been three years since my wife has past away unexpectedly. She was in a car accident so that was a rough time. So I've been left by myself raising all three of our kids. Two girls and one boy. One daughter graduated high school this year, other caught starts her senior year this fall and my son starts his sophomore year this fall.

Since my wife pasted away, I've had no sex. Yeah, any guys can understand how rough it is with no sex. Raising kids can be stressful so you need that release.

So on Memorial Day when we had my daughters graduation party, a neighbor guy was helping me clean up. I've known him for 15 years, he moved in next door and has been there since. He was asking how I'm going to handle my daughter moving three hours away to go to college and what not. Then we began talking about relationships I've had since my wife pasted away. He was surprised to hear I told him I had none.

Next question he asked was you e went without sex this long? I just told him yep, it's rough some days. That's when he said not one woman wants you, your good looking. Just told him I've never tried getting any. Was kinda embarrassed to admit that I masturbate every night in bed before going to sleep. Need that release so little lotion and I rub a quick load out every night. Pull my underwear back up and go to sleep.

Shortly after talking about sex he says you know I'm gay, right. I honestly had no idea he was, even all those times we've hung out I never noticed any signs. So he put an offer out, said if you need a release you can call me or come over to my house. Just trying to be neighborly. I actually appreciated the offer because I had been curious about gay sex when I was younger and especially even more in the last two years.

A few hours after we were done putting everything away we were still talking and I honestly was getting more comfortable to ask him for a blowjob. Finally I asked, I said how about that release you offered. He looked at me and said sure. I followed him into his house, took my shirt off as soon as we got in. He was loving my fit body. Soon enough he undid my belt and undid my shorts. They fell to the floor and my white Calvin Klein briefs were all exposed now. He said I always took you as a tighty whities guy. I e always worn white briefs a d didn't know they were a turn on but him rubbing them got me hard. As he pulled down my briefs, my 7.5" cock sprung out and he looked surprised. Said nice and hung, nice low hanging balls and very hairy! I hadn't groomed in three years.

Then as he began blowing me he pushed me to sit on the couch. I forgot how good oral felt. I cummed within a minute and he swallowed. I pulled his shorts off, he was wearing no underwear a d began sucking his balled cock. It was about 6 to 6.5" cock. First time sucking one and I liked it. After a few minutes of sucking it he suggested we go to his bedroom. That's when he asked me if I ever though about getting fucked by a guy. Honestly I had a d told him I'll try it. My wife used to finger my ass and I enjoyed that

So laying on my back he lubed my hole, fingered it then put a condom on his cock. Took probably 10 minutes for him to get it in my butthole but when it popped in it hurt. The pain went away and he began fucking me. After 15 mind blowing minutes he cummed in the condom. He pulled out and we laid there for a few minutes. He was asking how I enjoyed it and I told him I actually loved it. I didn't know taking cock was that pleasurable.

So I got dressed and went back to my house. Walking after anal was funny to me and my hole was sore. I also had a big hard erection in my shorts! In my bedroom I got naked and felt how loose my hole was.

Since then we've had sex a few times. Each time it feels better. I honestly feel a little awkward being around my kids after being freshly fuck but starting to think I'm gay. He fucked me last night in my house in my bedroom. Only my oldest daughter was home and she was sleeping at the time. Hopefully my daughter didn't see the used condom in the trash!

Plan on getting my pubes waxed off tonight, hopefully I don't get hard! Then I'm gonna take the neighbors guy bare cock, ready to get my cherry fully popped.

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