I am 21, a virgin, and have had a total of one lasting relationship that ended when my partner cheated on me. I think that largely the reason this is the case is because what most don't know about me is that something is... different about me. I'm still not sure if what I am should be called a sissy or trans. I love being girly, and being treated as such, but I'm completely comfortable not having surgery on my already-small penis.
I have this fantasy, about being completely owned by someone else. Wearing a collar all the time, spending most of my time at home for them, cooking and cleaning. When they get home, I'd jump into their arms and kiss them and talk about their day, before they took me however theyd like--in the bath, the bed, or even right there at the door. Theyd control when I got to cum, and how.
The longer I think about this fantasy, the kinkier it gets. Maybe we'd do things in public sometimes, like I could wear a remote control vibe, with which my Owner could tease or punish me. We could go lingerie shopping, where my Owner could pick out clothes for me, and then we could have sex in them in the changing room. If my Owner got bored at work, they could ask me to send them a picture, doing whatever they wanted. In exchange for being theirs, they would take care of me, buy me cute things to wear, cuddle with me, and love on me always. I'm not really interested in a relationship where the care isn't mutual.
Recently, I've kind of got myself sucked further into this fantasy. I frequently wear a collar when I'm home alone, and crossdress for fun. Feeling a little daring, I finally drove over to a sex shop in a nearby town and bought 3 toys--a dildo, a buttplug, and a tail. I've not yet used any but the tail anally (apparently, I'm too tight, and need to stretch more before playing! Embarrassing.), but I frequently practice blowjobs on my dildo. I've been working on keeping myself shaved, and have been considering more permanent hair removal to lessen the nuisance. I take pictures of myself too, pretending that I'm sending them to my Owner.
I'm not sure what I'll do with all these fantasies. If you have similar ones, or just want to chat, my email for adult-related things is lucysnow4@@@@g***l.**m

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