I have always had a desire to be r**ed.

My cousin groped and felt me up under my clothes twice while I pretended to be asleep, and I wish he would have just r**ed me right then and there. I wish he would have pinned me down and drilled into me and done whatever he pleased.

I don't want to admit it but I purposely take risks with the hope of being r**ed. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to be killed or cut up or actually hurt. I guess I just want a man to take what he wants from me without asking me for permission.

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by Anonymous on Jun 22, 2019 at 9:20 AM

Where do your fantasies lie? Is it hard physical r**e you desire? Getting taken by a stranger who overpowers you? Being tied to a bed by a Tinder date and gangbanged by a bunch of his friends?

Or is it some form of coercion that gets you off? The hiring manager that makes it plain you need to service him to get the job you want. Or the landlord that tells you to kneel and pay the late fees on your overdue rent with your mouth and c**t?

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by Anonymous on Jun 23, 2019 at 10:25 AM

A suggestion, make a profile on a fetish site like Fetlife, and seek out a man or two who will indulge you. I know it wouldn't be true non-consensual sex, but it's about as close as you will get without the risks of getting r**ed by someone who might have other intentions once he's done with you.

If you're creative there are ways you can chat with someone whose face you won't see, and then arrange it that way. The fact that you won't be able to recognize whoever it is who is grabbing you and taking you may help fulfill that desire.

I'm sure if you looked into it there are likely groups that are into similar things. You could make friends with another woman, let me know your desires, and have her set something up. That way you neither know of, or have spoken with your 'attacker', but you be able to make sure that they aren't a psychopath, or have some serious std's.

Or, why not go out with your cousin, have some drinks, flirt with him enough that he will take you even after you pass out.

Just a couple ideas. Be smart and safe.

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