Up until I was 15 all the way from my childhood, I had a friend living close to me and we hung out almost daily in the small town we lived in, with the other kids in the neighborhood. He was a pretty nice guy, played football, liked computer games and had one girlfriend during that time. He was mostly normal, MOSTLY. When we grew a little older and started hanging out just the two of us, I remember getting a hard crush on him. I was figuring myself out and was 100% closeted, determined to never act on any of my gay thoughts and never to come out of the closet (typical scared kid), but it didn't stop me from fantasizing about having sex with him.

As I said, he was mostly normal, but when the two of us were at his house, he occasionally did some not-so-straight things. He liked flashing his dick and asshole to me (he also did it when we were in a group of guys, but we all just played it off as funny). One time I was playing on his Xbox and he wanted me to stop, so he walked in front of the tv, pulled down his pants, bent over and stretched his cheeks, winking with his tight hole. I stopped of course, but nothing more, he just pulled up his pants and that was it. Another time, we were eating food in his bed and we were goofing around, saying mean things to each other, but not in a serious way. One of the things he said, was "eat my ass" and I responded with picking up the knife and fork and saying OK. Then he proceeded to say alright, standing up, just a few centimeters away from me and doing the same routine as before. I protested of course, but a very half-assed. Nothing happened again, but a few moments went by and I could here him whisper under his breath "fuck my ass" and looking thoughtfully into the distance. I did not comment on it. To this day I fantasize about just doing as he said and sticking my face between those cheeks and eating his winking asshole and what I missed out on.

Another time we were playing Pokemon and the looser in the pvp match had to do a dare. We started off with plain things, but things escalated. One dare was that the looser had to show his erect penis to the other one. against all odds I won, and as soon as the game ended he pulled out his dick. He was half erect and had to hold it up with his hand. I said OK, and he put it back in his pants, that was it. He was known among our friends as "bamboo-cock" and it was not a lie, very nice and juicy for his age. We didn't go further than that, but one of the suggested dares was "holding the other's cock", his suggestion, but then he deemed it as "too gay"

I am now 21, and have little to no contact with him, we occasionally meet at parties,but nothing more. I still masturbate to him, wishing I'd gone further.

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by Anonymous on Jul 15, 2019 at 6:16 PM

Next time you see him ask him if he wants to play truth or dare back at yours because that boy wanted to sit on your face.

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