i do want to have sexual relations with them, just not nicely. i wont ever do it, hell, this is all probably just a phase. it's always nice to fantasize, though.
i dont treat women negativly. i keep it all in my head- until now. .. there have been a couple slips with thoughts to family- but that's it. i doubt i will ever show my anger to one of them...... but again, it's always nice to fantasize.
i dont know if i can fix this problem- this problem of hatred toward them. i dont know if i want it to go away. do any of you share my feelings toward the females?