I Like Fucking Other Girls, It Drives Me Crazy

I am lean, with smallish tits. Growing up I was teased, I never developed wide hips (wide yes but not really wide). Also, I was always athletic and into sports, I didn't care about the kitchen or other things, something my family is very big into. My mother said I was the boy she never had. When I hit puberty and was cheated out of tits, I got more and more into sports, mostly track and soccer. I got infatuated with my pussy, I couldn't really believe how it just split open, I was fourteen when I started finding objects around the house to fuck myself with and it was around then that I found my clit which gave me orgasms. I masturbated a whole lot.

In the tenth grade I had a soccer partner, a girl who was tall and lean and she had the most amazing long legs and her pussy just stood out when she stood up tall. She had a lot of bush and one day I talked her into shaving her if she would shave me. After shaving her, we shaved in the bathtub, I sat on the toilet seat and grabbed her butt and licked and kissed her naked pussy lips. The more I kissed and licked the hotter I got and we went to the bed and I opened her legs and saw her pussy wide open, her hole, and everything, and her butt hole. I just went for it, dug into her and ate her, fingered her, licked her butt hole until she went into a great big orgasm. I had fucked my first girl (to me eating her is like a guy fucking, I am convinced that is how lesbians fuck, eating her until she explodes).

We discovered together that we were both lesbians, and we got a lot out of eating and fingering and kissing and grabbing tits, french kissing, smelling hair and pussy, and I don't know why but I liked smelling her butt hole, like grabbing her hips and sticking my nose up her butt hole. When you are learning you do stupid things.

In college I had a roommate, she later went on to be a doctor, who was anything but athletic, she stayed out of the sun and was very white, she had decent tits and her nipples were pink not brown and she had never been fucked or eaten. She was virgin all over. I got on her one morning after she showered, before she got dressed and spread her legs apart and took in her hairy pussy, she was red inside and her hole opened and closed as I held her legs open. I had never eaten an unshaved pussy but there has to be a first time and I got down into her and ate her and she quickly went into convulsions. She didn't like being lesbian but she got eaten anyway and I got to get my nose and tongue in her butt hole which to me is like the best way to get hot myself. I guess it was with her that I figured out that I was all butch and that I liked girls who dressed up.

Everything was fine until one day I was with a friend (also a lesbian) at her family's winter cabin and her father was there and I guess I felt things looking at him. He is a big man, and in his winter clothes and beard he looked like a mountain man. I went to his room early in the morning and got him to fuck me. I was cheating on his daughter but he didn't turn it down. I never told my then girlfriend and I am sure he never told her either. After that if I met a man who I thought was a mountain man I fell for it and gave it up to him. I don't like having him eat me, or grab my tits, I want one thing and that is to have him fuck me. I am not into anything romantic. Fuck and leave me alone.

I am 36 now, I have been a police officer for 14 years since right after college, I work in juvenile parole, mostly girls, and I see a lot of young girls who are confused. I never touch them, I am not into doing things like that, but I remember when I was a teen. I was never into alcohol or pot or worse, my thing was sports, and I tell these girls to get into something physical to drive down the effects of their hormones and more than once I have told a girl that she is looking for the wrong thing, she needs to get some pussy, find a girlfriend.

When you spread a girl's legs open, and see her pussy open up, and see her hole, and see her butt hole and you know that in a second you are going down on her, to me anyway that is how I think guys feel when they are going to fuck, you just have to do it. After she gets off I know I did my job, I fucked her. Then I lay back and give myself a treat and get off myself.