I'm confessing this as a warning to just where addictive drugs can take you.
i'v been a good girl all my life. Sure i went to parties and stuff but I was always careful not to let things get out of control. Anyway it took just one time with crack cocaine and i was addicted. Addicted means your out of control from your desperation. It means i had to have it and i would do anything to get it.
This church deacons daughter ended up at a guys college fraternity house. I let them srtip me naked and put me tummy down over a chair that was on top of a coffee table. They tied my hands and legs to the legs of the chair.
The only sex i ever had before was some heavy petting with my boyfriend but i was told by those who counted that i got pussy fucked that night 22 times, ass fucked 6 times and that i sucked 11 different dicks.
I went to school with some of those guys. They were guys that i would never have given a second look at and they knew it. They're the ones who fucked me the hardest. They're the ones who nearly gagged me by putting their dicks so far into my mouth.
My reward was a tootsie roll pop dipped in cocaine and then pushed into my anus, that's how i got my high. They kept me like that for 2 and half hours more with people walking in and staring at me. I'm telling you, it's not worth it, what you become.

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by Anonymous on Jul 31, 2004 at 1:19 AM

You can preach to people about not using drugs, you can tell them not to use drugs, you can ask them not to use drugs, you can say anything you want about not using drugs, but there are those that don't have a mind of thier own, and like sheep just follow the crowd, and will try drugs. Most that try them are young and are hooked on the first time. They may have amounted to something if they had stayed away, but most will fall into the drug gutter, cant hold a job, will steal for drug money, sell drugs to others, live a miserble short life. Very few ever get off them, I've always said dope is for dopes.

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by Anonymous on Jul 31, 2004 at 12:06 PM

If this really happened, have you talked to a rape counselor? Have you sought medical treatment,or STD testing?

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by Anonymous on Jul 31, 2004 at 12:06 PM

If this really happened, have you talked to a rape counselor? Have you sought medical treatment,or STD testing?

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by Anonymous on Jul 31, 2004 at 1:43 PM

what about #22?? he must be a sicko

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by Anonymous on Jul 31, 2004 at 3:56 PM

What do you mean about the cocaine covered toostie roll pop or something.. do you mean they shoved that up your ass? or they gave you that so they could do something else to you?.. and btw.. not all drugs are as bad as heroine and cocain, you just made the stupid choice of using cocaine. I sometimes smoke pot and it makes me feel happy when I feel sad or whatever.. and I barely ever do it, so Im never gonna get how you are. Also, drinking and smoking pot make me feel hornier and i like to do it when im with a guy i like or a guy i want to get in his pants.. see.. drugs are Gooood

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by Anonymous on Jul 31, 2004 at 3:58 PM

The sad point of it is that I was so desperate to get my high that I willingly sold myself for it. Yes it was way more than i expected but I knew it was going to be more than one guy. I just didn't know it would be 13 guys and that I would know some from my high school days. That's what happens when all you care about is your drugs. I did care about STD's but not as much as my need at the time. Do I have a STD? I got herpes from somewhere but I'm not sure that it happened at the frat.

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by Anonymous on Jul 31, 2004 at 4:06 PM

I went there because I wanted the cocaine that was the deal we agreed on. I was still tied on my hands and knees when they asked me if I wanted it. i said yes and that's when they took the tootsie roll pop rolled it in the powder and then then shoved it up my asshole. They watched me get my high anally. They laughed about it. That's how low I sank. Please stop using. It controls you more than you think.

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by Anonymous on Jul 31, 2004 at 5:33 PM

Your story was in the past tense. How long ago and do you still smoke the stuff today?

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by Anonymous on Aug 1, 2004 at 2:50 AM

I don't use crack any more and i never plan to again. Getting off it was the hardest thing i ever did but i did it. what happened happened 3 years ago. That was my motivation. They got there fun but i vowed to never again sink so low that I would let them have me like that.

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by Anonymous on Aug 1, 2004 at 3:22 AM

I guess one could say that you ended up well bred?

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by Anonymous on Aug 1, 2004 at 1:32 PM

at least your off the shit know

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by Anonymous on Aug 1, 2004 at 2:50 PM

I don't believe this. People "watched" and "counted" but no one tried to stop them?
If it happened, ALL are guilty of rape, conspiracy to rape, not reporting a crime, & sodomy.
I agree with the other post - get counseling, and talk to the police!

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by Anonymous on Aug 1, 2004 at 4:11 PM

But if she consented to letting them do all that her, then no it isn't rape. She can go to the police all she wants, but if she consented to it and agreed to it, then it's not rape.

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by Anonymous on Aug 1, 2004 at 5:21 PM

I'm sorry but I can't feel sorry for you. You said y ou were always a good girl but you chose to use drugs and I'll bet you were told not to a million times. Sure you got addicted that's what drugs do. You say you were desperate, that's what makes druggies steal, their desperation. You made a bad deal. You let them tie you up naked in a frat house. You put your pussy on display in a house full of guys. i'm not one bit surprised that you got the hell fucked out of you. you think it was humiliating because some guys yu din't like from your HS days got to fuck you. Think about this. How much shame did your little drug problem bring to your family? i'm glad your precious drug got shoved up your ass. i'm glad they watched you get your pathetic anal high. yeah babe share your humiliation with the world so maybe some other would be junkies think twice before they end up like you or worse yet on the streets as a prostitute.

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by Anonymous on Aug 1, 2004 at 9:27 PM

this is soooo not true..
ur full of crap.. if it is ur a slut n deserve nothing in life.. u need help and so do the ppl who apprently slept with u,u have no self respect and the ppl who did it 2 u deserve 2 be in jail.. its called rape.. ur a druggie who deserves 2 be left on the street and get what u given..

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by Anonymous on Aug 1, 2004 at 9:28 PM

how loose did u end up after it was all finished, i bet ur shit came running out..!!

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by Anonymous on Aug 2, 2004 at 1:44 PM

Whoa! Your a human sperm bank.If a typical college guy gives nearly an ounce of semen per ejaculation then you got a 20 ounce sodas worth in your vagina and six ounces worth up your ass and nearly 11 ounces in your mouth.

You may have been a tight virgin to start out but after 22 fuckings they could have stuck a zucchini in with no problem. My oh my your eyes must have been bugging out after numbers 7 and 8. I'll bet there were times when you were sucking while they were fucking. You sure did learn your lesson didn't you.

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by Anonymous on Aug 20, 2004 at 1:35 AM

your disgusting and gross. i feel sorry for her.

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by Anonymous on Aug 29, 2004 at 11:08 AM

thats why peopel like u are called crack hores

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by Anonymous on Oct 6, 2004 at 10:03 AM

First of all... it's not rape. She's a crack-whore. It happens all the time. She was 18+ and knew what she was getting when she showed up for the "party"

How fucked up do you have to be to let 13 guys ram your ass?

And I agree with the other person, who's the nasty SOB who went last?

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by Anonymous on Dec 15, 2004 at 4:22 AM

I absolutely hate when people blame their actions on drugs.Yes it controls you,your body,and mind.I started using crystal meth at the age of 12.It was what i lived for i could not go a day without it.And if i did i felt like i was dying.But never did i sleep with someone for drugs i had more respect for myself yet in other ways i didn't or else i wouldn't have chosen drugs just to fit in with the crowd.I had no one to tell me hey you are slowly killing yourself and you need help.Yes i had parents but they had no idea i was using i wonder now how they couldn't tell and others could.It got so bad you could see my cheek bones and i was not a thin girl i got down to a size 2 in a month from a size 12-13.But what i am trying to say is that you can control what you do there are always other ways of getting your fix.You don't have to sell yourself for drugs.I didn't and i was addicted to meth for 3 years and it was an everyday thing.There were plenty of times i wondered how am i going to get my fix and would cry i had friends that brought it to me never once did i sleep with someone for it.I think you still need to get help once a crack head always a crack head.I never did realize how bad off i was until i met a guy that is now my fiance told me hey you have to quit using or you will never talk to me again.That woke me up i love him and i loved myself but was killing both of us and never knew it.it took me a while to quit but i did.NEVER EVER LET PIGS TREAT YOU THE WAY THEY WANNA TREAT YOU JUST SO YOU CAN GET HIGH YOU ARE WAY BETTER THAN THAT!

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by Anonymous on Jun 6, 2005 at 11:31 PM

I'm a guy...and I was drugged and abused like that too.
I won't go into such a lengthy story but I was drugged and tied to a dinning room table for an entire day. This allowed girls all day to come in and play with me at their leisure. One of the girls even brought her little sister to suck me. I'm afraid to guess how young she was but, I would say very!!

I couldnt even tell you what the drug was...but it stoned me for hours...stay away from drugs or people who own them

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by Anonymous on Jun 6, 2005 at 11:32 PM

I'm a guy...and I was drugged and abused like that too.
I won't go into such a lengthy story but I was drugged and tied to a dinning room table for an entire day. This allowed girls all day to come in and play with me at their leisure. One of the girls even brought her little sister to suck me. I'm afraid to guess how young she was but, I would say very!!

I couldnt even tell you what the drug was...but it stoned me for hours...stay away from drugs or people who own them

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