I'll start off by saying killing people is wrong and illegal. If you kill someone you get in trouble, goto jail and possible get killed there, either by inmate or the death sentance. I know this.
so why do i wanna kill people i see?
Just some normal lady at the food store. Arguing with her child over cereal. why do i wanna grab her head and slam it so her temple hit the metal corner of the shelf, pouring blood from her skull? Did my mother deny me cereal when i was a child? i dunno, probly not. i ate alot of cereal a a kid.
But that is one of MANY, i'll say it again, MANY brain-dashes I have during everyday(i call them brain-dashes becasue i'll be standing there thinking of something and them wham, my brain dashes to "kill mode" and i get the disturbing thoughts, then i go back to "normal").
One time i even figured out how to kill this girl i work with and planned out a very possible way to get away with it. but i didn't act on it becasue so far, i still understand whats right and wrong.
So, anyone out there have a similar problem?
I just don't wanna snap one day and acually kill someone.