I know what I am feeling now about sexuality has alot to do with what happend with this guy but I am so totaly disgusted I don't know if I will snap out of this anytime soon if ever.
I get upset often everytime I think about the situation. Also I noticed recently when I watch TV or see anything that hints intimacy I start to feel disgusted. I don't ever want to be touched again by anyone! even if I see a penis, (on TV etc) it leaves me with a feeling of seeing a "snakelike" creature. I don't know what to do, Its been about 5 months now and I can't even touch my own body . I get this feeling of overwelming guilt and disgust just to think about doing it. When I go out and a guy looks at me innocently or tries to hit on me, I get really annoyed. Is this normal? I want to see a theropist, however the finacial funds or not possible. Your kind words and advice will be appreciated. Thanks.